Implents week I-L

We return with the next four letters of implements. I had to look at a dictionary for the letter q and all that this was very difficult to do actually lol. But I did manage to come up with a least one real implements per letter. S and T and things like that were easy there are so many. For today though we will look at I-L

I~ Implements
1.) ice pick-
2.) Ice stick
3.) Imaginary item= thinks that would be a great spanking LOL. We all have our fantasies though so we all use one.
4.) Incense holder
5.) Ink pen
6.) Ivory brush

J~ Implements
1.) Jack boot
2.) Jacket
3.) Javelin
4.) Jimmy= Not the person the thingy for getting into cars.
5.) Jokari paddle= I just found out that we might hopefully be getting the old videos recovered from the non working computer. If so we have a great video that he uses this paddle on me.

K~ Implements
1.) Kabob
2.) Kaleidoscope
3.) Kayak paddle
4.) Kelp
5.) Kindling
6.) Knoppler paddle= I haven’t a clue what that is but saw it I think an online encyclopedia

L~ Implements

1.) Ladle
2.) Lasso
3.) Leek
4.) Leather strap
5.) Leather paddle
6.) Lexan paddle = Yummy my favorite
7.) Lollipop
8.) Loopy Johnny


That’s all for today folks tomorrow we will be doing the letters M-P and P had plenty LOL. See you then.

Implements week E-H

Today we are going to venture to the implements from E-H I couldn’t sleep last night from some reason so I am a little tired. I was trying to get pictures uploaded but I cant upload pictures and didn’t have time to get them ready for Thomas to upload for me. Ill get that done today and just ass the pictures later sorry about that.

E~implements

1.) EAR PHONES= nowadays they are very small and the cords are pretty long.
2.) ELASTIC TIES OR THINGS= It’s stretching and you get rather thick and long pieces as well.
3.) ELECTRIC CORD= hurts just as much as the cable cords and things. But please make sure it isn’t plugged in or anything first.
4.) ELEPHANT TRUNK OR DUMBOS EARS LOL= Again I recommend a toy one LOL.
5.) EMORY BOARD= Thomas has one in his bag.

F~implements

1.) FAN= I don’t mean an electrical one either. Just one of the cardboard ones you fold like an accordion.
2.) FEATHER= Of course I had to add that one in. I hope that next time I get in trouble the only thing he can find is a single feather to spank me with *giggles*
3.) FIRE HOSE= One of the attendees at the Texas Allstate actually makes a strap out of fire hoses. They are pretty effective.
4.) FISHING POLE= Please remove all hooks before though. That wouldn’t be a very pretty site.
5.) FLAG POLE= Now I doubt that anyone can get one out of the ground but they do have different sizes for those graveside flags and parade flags. Thomas’s old cane that we ended up breaking actually used to be a flag pole at one time. We went to the parade and got pirate flags that were on long sticks. The kids took the flag off the sticks to hang on their walls Thomas took the sticks home. It was a pretty sturdy stick for the longest time.
6.) FLOGGER= My all time favorite thing.
7.) FLYSWATTER= I have had both ends used on me. The actually fly swatter end isn’t that bad. But when they turn it around and use the metal handle that stings a lot.
8.) FRYING PAN= I have seen this one plenty of times LOL. Usually the wife is holding it though. But I guarantee if I ever hold a frying pan in the air to Thomas I will feel it very quickly across my backside.


G~Implements

1.) GARDEN HOSE= Knowing Thomas he would get the kind with the holes all through them and turn the water on so it would be a wet garden hose spanking.
2.) GLOVE=Thomas has used these. The story can be found somewhere on his blog.
3.) GOLF CLUB= Now I would recommend that you remove the bottom portion that actually hits the golf ball first. But a gentle swat wouldn’t hurt to bad. Just be very very careful we don’t want to have any injuries.
4.) GRASS SKIRT= Could make Halloween a bit more interesting

H~implements

1.) HAIRBRUSH= Another implement I dread. The bite of the hairbrush gets me very much so. I have felt it on more then a few occasions. My second adult spanking was a hairbrush spanking.
2.) HAND= This implement is always available at any given moment. Spankers carry it with them wherever they go. I love a good hand spanking. They really don’t effect me much but are fun none the less.
3.) HANGER= these can be wooden wire or plastic. And make for a very Ouchy spanking.
4.) HAT= *giggles* use your imagination there. I know a few guys that take off there hats to give a swat or two to a lovely bottom. I like to flip off hats on guys,. If they are wearing a baseball cap or any hat with a rim Ill tease and play by knocking it off their heads.
5.) HORSE HAIR= I don’t recommend using the tail attached to a horse though but they do make horse hair floggers and things.

The G and E was very difficult to come up with. Tomorrow I will work on I-M I think I will be hard but lets we what I can come up with see you tomorrow.

A week of Implements A-Z

This week Ill be trying to write a little about implements Ill be starting today with implements that start with the letters A-D This could get quite fun LOL. Trying to think of at least one implement for each letter. And if you know of anything that I haven't thought of please add as well. It is always nice to hear what other things others have come up with to use as a spanking implement. If your spanker is anything like Thomas I know the possibilities are endless and we could have an ever growing list on our hands real soon.

A~implements

1.)ANKLE= Thomas has been known to lay in the bed and use his ankle to give me some swats on my bottom when he is bored. LOL.
2.)APE= a toy one of course. I don't recommend going out and finding a real ape and trying to spank someone with it. Might get more then some spanking play from that one LOl.
3.)AUNT AGHETAS SHOE= If you have an aunt agheta or any aunt be careful when she removes her shoes
4.)ARYCLIC CANE= These are available through cane-iac as well. I believe we have one or two of these kinds of canes ourselves. Any type of cane is ouchie though.
5.)ARYCLIC PADDLE= Again available through cane-iac and many other places I am sure. I know for sure you can get them at cane-iac.
6.)AXE HANDLE= Haven't had this used on me yet but I don't hold my breathe on anything as far as Thomas is concerned if he can find a way to make anything into a spanking implement he sure will.

B`implements
1.)BALLEM= This is one I haven't gotten to try yet either and is again available at cane-iac. A very interesting implement I might add. check it out though.
2.)BAMBOO CANE= I believe that Thomas has had one of these not really a cane for say but bamboo sticks. I don't believe that he or anyone recommends them for long term play but a fun swat every now and then never hurts.
3.)BASEBALL BAT= Yup it can be used to swat a bottom specially if they miss the ball *giggles*. Again I wouldn't recommend going around using baseball bats for spanking play but a gentle swat or two never hurts for long.
4.)BATHBRUSH= Oh the evil evil bathbrush. I dislike this implement very much so. I have felt it on more then a few occasions when it was necessary though. Almost every spanko has felt or used these at one point in their life.
5.)BEADS= Not a very practical implement as they dont last very long. But anyone that attends any parade in Tampa will have an abundance of these.
6.)BILLIARD CUE= Nothing like a game of pool where you can bend the spankee over the pool table and have a ready to use implement.
7.)BIRCH ROD= Another thing that many spanko's know about and many spankees dread. Thankfully I haven't experienced a birching yet.
8.)BOOK= Soft cover hard cover or any of the likes another thing that can be found almost anywhere and readily available when the spanking itch hits.
9.)BUNGEE CORD= Ouchie but also another thing that is around at different times. I believe Thomas even carries one in his implement bag. anything like that is very stingy though and has a high ouch factor.

C~Implements
1.)CANDY= Pixie stick anyone LOL And if you use a candy bar it will melt on the butt not in the hands.
2. CANE= These come in all different materials and the such. But all of them are evil and not a favorite of mine at all.
3.)CANOE PADDLE= I have seen this used at the Texas Allstate Party. It is very awkward but amusing none the less. I will share a picture of one being used with some friends from the party.
4.)CANING BRUSH= Not anything I have ever used myself but saw it on the cane-iac website.
5.)CARPET BEATER= I have used this and enjoyed it alot. It hasn't been used in awhile though. But I also have a picture of Thomas's in use on me.
6.)CAT O NINE TAILS= I used to have a small one that I got at a sex shop a long time ago before I even got into the scene. It was basically just for looks as it was never used.
7.)CHAINS= Probably not the safest thing to consider but I would just stay away from any spanker that might have one of these in his reach.
8.)CORDS= Cable cords etc etc. I have had these used and they sting like all hell.
9.)CORN ON THE COB= *giggles* Nope I never actually used it but thought it amusing to think about. I am sure it could be used
10.)CORN ON THE COB HOLDERS= I have a few little plastic dishes that hold the corn on the cob. They are very practical for the corn but would also make a fun implement I believe. I suppose maybe I should have eaten before trying to write a post on implements LOL.
11.)CUTTING BOARD= Yup I do believe that Thomas has used one on me before. These also come in all different materials as well as sizes and shapes. They can be a very nifty ready paddle when in the kitchen.


D` Implements
1.)DERLIN CANES= We have one that we experimented with. But as any cane not one of my favorites.
2.)DILDO= LOL No I haven't been spanked with one yet but have known of it to happen. I can imagine a husband coming home to his wife using one then bending her over his knee and using it on her in a different way.
3.)DINNER= *giggles* Make sure you cook his steak right or your backside might feel how raw it is.
4.)DOG LEASH= Again comes in different material and sizes but hurts just the same.
5.)DOOR MAT= IF you don't wipe your feet when you come in hell roll it up and show you why it is a useful thing.
6.)DOUBLE WHAMM= Another cane-iac item that we have gotten the chance to try out. Not to bad really as far as the ouch factor. You just have to get used to the feel of it and how to swing it and things.
7.)DOWEL RODS= Again not something that lasts very long but can be fun and inexpensive when the need arises.
8.)DRAW RODS FOR BLINDS= Just like a cane not a favorite either. They hurt alot.
9.)DUSTER= This is my favorite us angels can only hope that every spanker will get hit with the feather duster bug and decide that they can only use this implement. *giggles*

Does Spanking lead to horniness LOL

Okay I saw this video and just had to share it. As far as the question. You can come to your own conclusions. For me it doesn't always but it can. And sometimes when I am already horny spanking can really get me fired up. But for the most part spanking pretty mush for me is just for fun and other things. Enjoy I first saw this video on Dantes Paradiso blog. Dont know how I missed then though.


Does Spanking Lead to Horniness

Where in the worldwide web is Cookie

The worldwide web is a very great place to find a lot about this wonderful thing we do. There are so many social networks out there and many are geared around spanking and many other fetishes. I wanted to share today where on the web you can find me. I am in numerous groups as well as a few social networks and other things. So Ill be sharing the links with you today. The networks links take you directly to my profile. But for many of them in order to see my profile you have to be logged in which means you have to have an account. They are all free to join so it isn’t a biggy if you don’t have one you can start one. I am not very active in some of them though. But if you join and want to go ahead and add me as a friend. Ill see you there. Enjoy!

Where to find cookie on Social Networks.
World Fetish Forum
strictly spanking
Myspace
Fetlife
Spankolife
My Dungeon Space
Tagged
Spankingtube

blogs I participate in either writing for or a daily part of.

The Cookie Jar ~ No link cause of course you are here LOL

Thomas's Spanking Exploits

Spanking Blogger's Network

Suzy Spanking Union

Venting House


Yahoo groups that I belong to. Some are by invite only though I don't know which ones at this point. If you would like to join an invite only then I am sure you can email the moderator and ask. I am not sure how that goes though.

domestic discipline
ADDS Lifestyle
An Owned Life
ASS Parties
BU General
Floridian Kink
Loving Domestic Discipline Relationships
Pensacola Paddlers
Spankers Of the Southeast
Spanking Bloggers Network
Spanking Diet
Spank my Butt
Tampa Munch
The Phoenix Club
The Red Caboose
Very Red Spankings
Woman Spanked

Just a rant

So yeah I have been sitting around sitting lately. Not much else I can really do at the moment. And what really sucks is that I am feeling really horny but afraid to even climax for fear it would hurt like hell. So yeah I will probably end up very bitchy here soon. Anyway like I said I have had a lot of time to think about things. One of the things I have thought about is the idea of father figures and mentors.

As you know my son has just returned home recently from spending two years living with his mentor. The story behind the whole thing is long and drawn out but pretty muchs boils down to my son got into some legal trouble and his mentor was better able to provide constant supervision even when he had to go to work plus he could provide more of the one on one attention that my son very much needed at that time in his life.

Now when certain people and friends found out that I allowed him to go live with this man. I got a whole bunch of grief and questions. Asking me why I would allow that. My mother was the worst about things like that. Telling me that the only reason a guy his age is interested in a boy is because he is a pedophile and so on and so on. How long have I known him and blah blah blah. It got quite annoying trying to defend my choice though I gave up after awhile and just let them say what they wanted I couldn’t have cared less at that point he was already there and it didn’t effect any of the people that were harassing me at all.

And then shortly after this situation I meet Thomas. In fact I believe I had already meet him but had only meet with him like twice at this point. Anyway a little while longer and that was the point when Thomas began spending more and more time with me which led to him meeting and spending time with the kids as well

Again I got a lot of grief and questions about what I was doing allowing this man around my children. How can I let him tell me things about my kids and what not and others saying things like aren’t you afraid he’s only with you so he can get to your daughter. And so on and so on. People always have so much to say when it involves someone else’s lives. And some are even so strong with their own feelings about how someone else lives their life that they get mean and nasty as well. It just makes no sense what-so-ever.

Anyway that got me to thinking about how lucky I am in my life to have meet some really wonderful people. Now they say if you have one good friend in your life then you are blessed. I am very very rich indeed then. Because I do have several friends that I can call true friends. Friend’s that have been there with me throughout all the good times and the bad times. Friends who love me when I am happy and when I am sad, when I am easy to be friends with and when it takes some effort. So you see there are friends and there are true friends. All my true friends I have known for many years and some I haven’t seen in awhile but have talked to. And one true friend of mine I have had some difficulty locating after she moved to California. But I wont give up trying and I know when we do meet up it will be like we never missed a day. I have about 7 or 8 of those kinds of friends in my life and it makes me smile to know that.

Now I don’t mean that I only have about 7 or 8 friends. I have plenty of friends and a lot more then 7 or 8. I also have some that don’t quite fit the friend category and fall on the acquainted side and then there are those that I would consider enemies. Well I really wouldn’t call it enemies. I hate very few that’s such a strong word that I dislike. But I will say there are a few people that I just don’t like. Doesn’t mean we are enemies though. I will be civil if we ever have to cross paths but there are those that I don’t have the want to be around. The things that they do or say or things like that just don’t work for me. And then there are those that just don’t like me. Some feel very strong about it to the point that they have to be rude and nasty and some just go on there merry way like I would,.

A fellow blogger had mentioned in a post that he was trying to write a post but hasn’t yet somewhat because it was his personal feelings and views and he didn’t want to offend anyone. My advice: Go ahead and say what you feel and post it. You can’t please everybody in life it just isn’t possible. Someone will probably be offended at some point because we cant all just always agree all the time. It is your blog to write and say and you feel. If someone is offended because you have feelings that you expressed then the hell with them. You’ll never be able to please everyone the only person that you really have to please and the only person that matters is yourself. Be yourself. Say what you want think how you want and feel how you feel and express it because those that mind don’t matter and those matter wont mind! I live by that saying now.

Anyway I got off subject like I always do. Usually I get real rambling and things and my thoughts bounce around like Tigger. Okay back to the original thought about father figures and things.

Getting a girl pregnant and her having a child does not make someone a father. A 5 year old boy could go out and do that part. Even sending a weekly check for support doesn’t constitute a father. The main part is taking the time to love and care about and to nurture the child. You don’t have to share the same DNA or blood to do that.

I don’t know this guys reasons for not being in a relationship or not having children of his own. I am sure that he has his reasons or as he says he just hasn’t found the right one. But I don’t see why everyone is so quick to jump and accuse things just because this man took an interest in a child. A child that he has been around for the last 8 years of his life. Why is it that the last 2 years of his life when they lived together all of sudden there is a sexual based reason for the contact. Get a life people!!!!!

A man even a single man with no children can have the father figure nurturing part in them. And it can be completely innocent and safe. My son has benefited greatly from the time and effort that this man has put into his life. And my son will be the first to tell you that he was treated good and wasn’t hurt or harmed in anyway whatsoever. Besides the occasional getting in trouble as any kid does. But he was never beaten or raped or anything like that. This man didn’t sneak into his room at night to do anything to him he never once laid a hand on my child. And I am 100% sure that the thought never even crossed his mind.
His only concern and only objective for allowing and offering my son to stay with him was for my son and for his safety and his well being. Knowing that my son had some deep down hurts from his father rejecting him this man decided to show my son his full potential and to give him the father figure that every boy needs at some point of there life. So he sacrificed time, he sacrificed money, and he cared for and nurtured my son for the last two years. My son enjoys his time and he loves the praise and the time that this man invests in him. Even now that he is home and has Thomas in his life my son will brag about how he has two dads now that love him.

I talked to the mentor yesterday telling him how I thankful I was for all he has done for my son and how much of a difference I can see in him. And I mentioned that my son wanted to join the basketball team. His mentor said that it would be hard but if and when he does get into basketball he wants us to let him know when the games are so he can come and see them. He really does have a genuine love and caring for my son and my son can see that and so can I. A child knows when someone is just putting on the act to get something or when they really truly do care about them and want the best for them.

My littlest son also has had the feelings of rejection and things from his dad. But he attached himself to Thomas long before any of the other kids did. He was the first to say that he had a new daddy and things. But most of that was because he never really had anyone around that came close to being a role model or father figure.

So that being said. I do believe that it takes a very special person to be a father and it has nothing at all to do with DNA. I believe some of the best parents in the world are actually parents by choice. Meaning foster parents, step parents etc. etc. Of course these are the ones that so often portrayed as the worst because the media and things are so quick to tell you the bad things. No one seems to care when there is a success story that comes out of it. You know like a young child heading down the path of crime and things till a mentor steps in and changes his thinking and gives him that love and nurture he tried to find through the streets.

I don’t believe for one minute that just because a man decides to take on someone else’s children that they are up to no good. I don’t believe that just because a man didn’t produce the blood and dna running through a child he cant love and provide for them and care about them. I don’t believe that because a man lives alone and took an interest in a single mother’s son that he is a pedophile and looking for a chance. That’s just craziness to live in such fear all the time. Yes there are some of those out there that do just that. But the majority probably doesn’t.

Okay that’s my little rant for the day sorry about that.

sweet cheeks and some photo fun

Before my recent bout of appendix problems I did receive in the mail my raffle prize from Richard WIndsor. It was the sweet cheeks paddle from cali cuties paddles and panties store. . When I was emailed about my address I had also asked if Richard WIndsor. would autograph the paddle for me. I wanted to have a memory of where and what the paddle was from though it isnt one of those things you forget anyway. Just nice to have a famous spanker's autograph on a paddle you own though. LOL. I consider Richard WIndsor. a very nice person and friend. I cant wait till I get the chance to be over his knee again hopefully soon. If not anywhere else at least at the next Texas party. Here's a few pictures I took of the paddle. So far I haven't been able to use the paddle as I can't play for a little while. But I am sure that as soon as I can Thomas and I will get some play in with it and probably a video and at least some more pics. Check out cali cuties paddles and panties store. as well she donated the prize for the raffle and has some really nice things for sale as well.







Now I also titled this post as some photo fun as well. Since I was uploading pictures I also uploaded a few snapshots of Thomas. that I had taken recently. One being him playing with our yard snake the night they caught it and played with him. And a few random pics of things like him getting his coconut ready for amtgard last weekend. Just some off guard pics I took of him it is hard to get him to take pics as he doesn't like them. But having a camera phone makes it fun. I had tried at one point when our dryer was broken and he was taking the clothes to get them dry to get a few pics of that but he did all he could to make sure I didnt. He even kicked the basket all the way to the car so he wouldnt be caught holding the basket. LOL. I believe I have a pic or two of that as well. Just thought Id post some random things since I won't be having any spanking play yet. You can bet when I do though Ill have videos and pictures all ready for the first healed post LOL. Enjoy the randomness for now though.

him with the laundry trying to get it in the car without me getting a pic of it



man he won he got the clothes in the car without me being able to get a picture with them in his hands LOL



Coconut anyone LOL. He was getting it ready for amtgard and I shot some pics of him doing so. It was quite amusing watching him work at it to make a coconut cup out of a real coconut.





Him as a panther person at amtgard. He also shared this on his own blog



And last but not least Thomas with our yard snake. I hate when that thing comes out LOL. I did get a pic of him playing with it as well as it in the cage before he got home so he could see and play with it. Everytime it shows up they try to catch it and play with it. I just go in the house and keep my distance.





And one more fun pic of our demon dog. LOL the flash on my camera always gets the eyes looking crazy for some reason. It never fails. But I think this makes our dog look like a super pup or something

World Fetish Forum

I have been sitting up for a little while now working my way through the new social network World Fetish Forum.. I have been trying to upload a few pictures and things but I am getting ready to give it a break. I'm getting sore and need to take a pill and rest. Sitting up in a chair is okay for a little while before I have lie back down and rest some Usually with a pain pill to go with it so I can rest and not feel so hurting. But I wanted to share with my readers the new network that can be found here I have started a profile and with luck you can view it here Also add me as a friend when you do sign up. I'm trying to keep track of all the places I am in and will do a post of where to find me LOL. I havent really been active on many of them lately. Internet problems and household things have gotten in the way. But I did want to share this new site and my profile. Enjoy and Ill see you there. I'm off to rest now.

Just a quick post

I'm back from the hospital. I'm still really hurting and not getting around very well. So I decided to write a quick post sharing some pictures from some of the recent spanking play and things we have had. I don't think Ill be able to have anything spanking related going on for awhile till my stomach heals. I'm just glad to be home in time to get the kids to there first day of school tomorrow. And at least be able to be near my man. It was kind of lonely in the hospital but I was glad he was here to take care our young-ens. anyway enjoy the pics I probably wont be posting too much until I have healed. Most of my time will be spent lieing down resting so I can be up and about real soon. Thanks for all the well wishes from everyone and enjoy the pics.
I wrote about both pics the first one is the results from my discipline session for smoking and the second was from the recent cane play we had.

A Note on Cookie's Condition

Since Cookie won’t be on for a couple of days, and not all of her readers also visit my own blog, I thought that I’d give everyone a quick update on Cookie’s situation.

For those who didn’t know, Cookie went into the hospital on Saturday night with abdominal pains. After a series of tests, it was determined that she had appendicitis, and would have to undergo surgery to remove the errant organ. She had the operation early this morning, and is now recuperating. She already says that she feels better, though it will still be several days before she’ll be back in top shape. She might be able to come home either tomorrow or the next day, but it could be a week or so before she has more spanking time over my lap.

I just wanted to let everyone know what’s going on.

*Thomas_III*

spanking preference meme and some keyword fun

I found this meme over on Bonnies blog. I thought it would be nice to do as well. But first I want to have a little fun with some keywords that I found in my blog tracker. It is rather amusing how a goggle search for certain things brings someone to my blog. LOL

Odd keywords that led others to my blog
1.)pussy self-spanking ~ Not at all my cup of tea have no clue why that would take you there.
2.)"jamy lee" spanking ~ I have no clue who that is. Should I?
3.)I'll do anything ~ I learned never to say that again!
4.)figging pussy clit ginger stories pain -incest -daddy ~ Okay now that is just creepy and very much nothing you will find on this blog.
5.)elvis party august 16 recipe ~ Elvis had a party and he's a spanker?
6.)cookie crawford nude ~ Keep on wishing because that will never happen.
7.)spankingtubes ~ I want one!
8.)"his OR her paddle" teacher OR coach facebook "my behind OR butt OR derr... ~ What the...
9.)vrrattko ~ WTF again LOL If anyone knows what that means let me know please.
10.) &num=20 ~ Okay I wonder what they were looking for there lol
11.) cookie sweet crawford ~ why thank you very much!
12.)Chanta and Cowgirl play privately, but it really turned them on to do it... ~ Okay then what does this have to do with my blog.
13.) cct spanking ~ secret code maybe again I have no clue what a cct spanking is. I must not know as much as I thought about spanking.

14.) spanked son bare bottome ~ Not on my blog that's for sure.

15.) ouch principal "swats" -dumb ~ Okay now whats the dumb for?

Spanking Preference MeMe
1.)Would you rather be spanked outside in a cold woodshed or inside by a cozy fire? Can't I have both LOL. though I would prefer inside by a cozy fire.

2.)Would you rather be spanked in public or in private? I prefer private I haven't done public really besides spanking parties and my videos. But that really isn't what I would consider public. I would not want to be in a store or park or something where other people that aren't like minded would see.

3.)Would you rather fantasize about spanking or actually be spanked? If you can have the real thing then why fantasize.

4.)Would you rather be spanked for your humiliation or for your spanker's pleasure? My Spanker's pleasure of course if he so chooses that would also be for my humiliation.

5.)Would you rather be spanked by hand or by hairbrush? That's a no brain-er I am not fond of anything closely resembling a brush so ill have to say Hand.

6.)Would you rather be spanked by belt or by cane? If I had the choice it would be belt. I don't like canes.

7.)Would you rather be spanked by paddle or riding crop? BOTH

8.)Would you rather be restrained or unrestrained during your spanking? I would rather be restrained that's yummy there! Give me some bondage and spanking any day!

9.)Would you rather be spanked until you cried or until you are aroused? Hmm that's a tough one. Both are really hard to get me to do but I would have to say depends on my mood there. I need both sometimes.

10.)Would you rather have just a red bottom or welts/bruises? As long as I had fun and enjoyed it it doesn't matter to me. It all depends on my partners mood. He has the final say. Neither are a hard limit or anything.

11.)Would you rather be spanked for the naughty things you have done or just because you enjoy the experience? I am spanked for whatever reason Thomas feels like it.

12.)Would you rather be spanked with pants up/skirt down or pants down/skirt up? I like when it starts with the first and ends with the last.

13.)Would you rather be spanked with panties up or panties down? ditto to the last question.

14.)Would you rather be spanked somewhat clothed or entirely naked? considering I don't like naked then I would have to say clothed at least my top part anyway. I have had naked spankings though.

15.)Would you rather your spanking be strictly disciplinarian or sexually attractive in nature? Well I am involved in both so I really can't say either one.

16.)Would you rather be spanked by a male or by a female? Thomas LOL. I have been spanked once at a party by a female it wasn't all that bad at all. She actually spanked very hard!

17.)Would you rather be cuddled or scolded after your spanking? Again depends on my mood. I used to not like cuddling much at all but am starting to want it now.

18.)Would you rather be spanked OTK or bent over a table/chair? wherever Thomas wants me,

19.)Would you rather your spanker have physical contact with you? Only if that spanker at the time is Thomas

20.)Would you prefer to be spanked in the woods with a tree branch, bent over the hood of a car, or in a school with a ruler bent over the desk of your teacher/principal? I have to choose. Ill take all of the above please.

21.)Would you rather be a brat to your spanker to deserve a spanking or simply ask your spanker for a spanking because you know you needed it? technically I would much rather be grabbed and spanked just because he wants to. But i have asked as well as bratted.

22.)Have you received a spanking in the past week? Why most certainly this week I even received more then one.

23.)Would you rather be spanked for the physical pleasure or the emotional release? Again that all depends on my mood but I usually go for the emotional release,

24.)Would you rather tell your best friends you enjoy be spanked or keep it secret? LOL a little late for any secrets now. If they are my best friend then most surely they will know.

25.)Would you rather spanking be a lifestyle choice or just something you dabble in? Lifestyle as it is.

26.)Would you rather your lover be a vanilla or a spankoholic too? I meet my lover as a spankoholic

27.)Would you rather be spanked by a stranger or by someone who knew you well? Well again I have been spanked at parties by people i really don't know. But I really prefer someone who knows me well in fact I prefer a certain someone that knows me really well.

28.)Would you rather be spanked by despotic, mean person or by a compassionate, benevolent person? How about a compassionate and benevolent man who can act mean and despotic when the situation calls for it? (Ill keep Bonnie's here as I agree)

29.)Would you rather be talked to while you are spanked or no talking at all? How can you not talk at all during a spanking? At least one of us would have to talk somewhat at some point. though I wouldn't mind being bound and gagged then spanked *giggles* Guess there wouldn't be talking then at least not on my side of the coin.

30.)Would you rather get one swat at a time with pauses to let the sting set in or a continuous tanning to build up the fire? Again that depends on my mood and the type of spanking I am getting.

31.)Would you rather be forced into a spanking or willingly submit into a spanking? Well since you really have to willingly submit at some point then yeah I would and am forced into spanking at times. Sometimes the fight is the best part,


32.)Would you rather have a safe word or be pushed beyond your preconceived limits? With Thomas I can trust to be and have been pushed.

33.)Would you rather your spanker know your spanking history or is ignorance bliss? Well pretty much my spanking history began with him anyway so he knows it all.

34.)Would you rather be spanked by multiple people at one time or just by one person at one time? never tried multiple at one time. One day yes but not at one time. I wouldn't know if i liked it till I tried it though.

35.)Would you rather be spanked once a day or once every few months? can I have it a few times a day?

36.)Would you rather your spanker be deeply in tune or be totally unaffected to your experience as a spankee?

37.)Would you rather a closer physical relationship or a closer emotional relationship with your spanker? emotional

38.)Would you rather your spanker ice your bottom down after a spanking or send you to the corner to display his/her accomplishment? Can't he ice my bottom after I display his accomplishment?

39.)Would you rather your spanker be the person you wish to live the rest of your life with (i.e. marriage) or the person you can call on when your tushy tickles? Well my spanker is the person I wish to spend the rest of my life with. But in our relationship there is also those that can be called on if my tushy tickles LOL.

40.)Would you rather spanking be a part of love making or not a part of love making? Oh, yes. I don't find spanking that sexual very often so usually not with lovemaking.

41.)Would you rather your spanker have total control over you when you are being spanked or do you still want to have some control while you are being spanked? I want him to have total control.

42.)Would you rather be humiliated or respected during your spanking? respected i'm not much into the humiliation thing

43.)Would you rather spanking become part of a bigger BDSM alternative lifestyle or spanking just be spanking for spanking sake? I would love it to become part of a bigger BDSM lifestyle most definitely. Though I am pretty sure it will remain spanko's with some elements of BDSM.

44.)Would you rather be filmed during a spanking to share your exhibitionist naughtiness or are you too modest to show your bum to the world? I think that is self explanatory considering my last post listed a whole bunch of videos that we made.

45.)Would you rather your spanking be gentle and gradual or painful and abrupt? depends on the mood and the spanking. but usually I prefer the more intense painful and abrupt.

46.)Would you rather be defiant or fearful going into a spanking? neither but I have been pretty defiant sometimes when I'm bitchy

47.)Would you rather be spanked exclusively in your own bedroom or anyplace else other than your own bedroom? Where ever he wants to spank me.

48.)Would you rather be spanked exclusively on your bottom or other places could be interesting too? I prefer bottom but Thomas loves the thighs. And if it is a flogging then anywhere is fine.

49.)Would you rather a spanking be a surprise or be something you have to look forward to? Surprise is nice and yummy specially if it is rough and forceful.

50.)Would you rather spanking be a part of role playing kinkiness or a response to events that have happened in reality? Well I get both

A collection of links and a great way to start the day

I am in a really great mood today of course the start of my day was wonderful. I got a great wake up call this morning around 6 in the AM. Thomas returned home and woke me up by initiating some great sexual play. The play wasn't really sex per say but it was sexual in nature.

Last night I had told him that I wanted to have a long hard session so I would have a nice warm bottom for the better part of the next few days. Of course he said he could accomplish that with the cane very easy which I didn’t agree of course. The cane is not one of my favorites but it does leave a sting that does last. In our conversation I stated I wanted a paddling and then I mentioned that I didn't care really as long as I got off and had a sore bottom. Maybe not the best choice of words but hey I got what I wanted first so its all good. To be fair Thomas had said that since I said he could do whatever he wanted he decided he wanted to play with the cane a little.

So after we had our moment or more so I had mine he positioned me over a pillow with my bottom raised high in the air. Although he also never removed the nipple clamps either so it was quite a painful morning but a good one at that. I was trying to keep my chest from being pushed down on the bed too much so not to give the clamps anymore room to pinch or anything. I didn’t do the greatest job at that though. After he pushed my back down so to raise my bottom harder he gave me my first stroke with the rattan cane. then took a brief moment to let the sting set in before switching sides and giving me another stroke.

He continued for a little while with brief breaks before giving some faster but lighter strokes as well. Then went back to the slower but harder strokes. I don't recall how many strokes I took I wasn't quite counting LOL. But I estimate it was at least 20 or more or less maybe. Anyway after he was through with his play he rubbed my bottom and gave it a quick smack on my welts.

He then decided that he wanted a picture of his handy work. Which he will probably share on his blog since he made sure that I wasn't showing any parts of me that I don’t care to show first. If it would have been a picture just for him he probably would have wanted it all to show so to speak LOL.

Anyway we both got we wanted and then cuddled together for the rest of the time before he had to get ready for work. He had me keep my bottoms down though. I am quite a happy and sore Cookie at the time. Sorry but this wasn't anything we would have videotaped at the moment. I don't care to show all that and it was highly sexual in nature and I only let Thomas see that side of me. But it was a wonderful way to start the day. Even if caning isn't really my favorite thing I enjoyed our time together greatly.

I also have made a list of all the videos we currently have made and a link to view them on spankingtube. Not sure how to put it in a archive or side thing just yet so Ill add them here and move them as I figure it out or get Thomas to do it or help me.
Enjoy. Most are for play but some our part of our domestic discipline lifestyle as well. So far this is all the videos we have that aren’t locked away in a non functioning computer. I really do hope that we will be able to recover those other videos as well. My favorite playtime video is one of the ones that is lost at the moment.
I’ll break them up in categories to make it easier. First Ill start with the discipline ones and get them out of the way
Smoked-for-Smoking.
maintenance-for-smoking.
Hard-punishment.
Next we have my most recent birthday spanking.
Cookie's-34-birthday-spanking.
A role play video we did for practice. Sorry about the sound our air was broken and it was hot and we didn’t realize the fans would be so loud.
Roleplayed-Spanking.
At our commitment ceremony Thomas kisses the bride but spanks her too.
Spanking-the-Bride.
Our ceremony was held at the Texas Allstate spanking party. Where I had the chance to play with Richard Windsor from (House of Richard Windsor) and also Todd from (American Spanking Society) Here are the videos from those two spankings as well.
Santa-spanks-the-Bride-from-richardwindsor.com

Texas-party-play-spanking
The next few are from the Cookie challenge. This is where Thomas and I test my limits for each implement. We are a bit behind on this but hope to have a chance to do more of these as well.
Cookie-Challenge,-Part-1
The-Cookie-Challenge,-Part-Two
Cookie-Challenge-False-Start
In the next few we were able to make some videos promoting products we own and like from some of our favorite implement makers. They are cane-iac and Paddle Masters Products Great places to get all your spanking needs as well.
Paddle-Master-Products-promo-video-1
caneiac-promo
The-Double-Whamm
Now on to a few clips of spanking play
spanking-play-with-Thomas-part-one
Play-with-Thomas-part-two
Cookie-spanking-play
And these are just a few movies I made with some of the pics from spanking good times.
Memories-of-Thomas-and-Cookie
Cookie's-corner-time
Hot-like-fire
Spanking-in-progress-pics


Hope you enjoy

CAUTION: Long rambling post with personal views ahead

Well I might have a long drawn out post here. I am not sure yet where it is going but I wanted to say a few things about this thing we do and about how I went from being this shy girl to doing spanking videos.

Everyone has there very own opinions on spanking things. Why they like it don’t like it. What they want done to them don’t want done to them etc. etc. That being said, everyone is very much different then the next. While we all share pretty much the same interest in spanking in general we all have different view points on what spanking means too us. And time can change those views for each person as well.

For instance when I first ventured into spanking and was looking into it more and more online I had a very different view point then I do now. I at that point still didn’t know a whole lot about it or why it interested me at all. I have always had an interest in BDSM and spanking just kind of went along with that whole realm. I’m the type that is naturally submissive in nature which wasn’t always a good thing. Being that way can be both a blessing and a curse depending on the situation.

Richard Windsor has a discussion going on over at his blog. It is titled, “The Intruder: The World Rocked By Non-consensual spanking”. If you read that post and the many comments it received you will get a good idea about how different people’s views are about different things. I still like what one commenter of his said. It was said “That abuse, like beauty, is in the eye of the beholder” I agree greatly with that comment as well.

I have had the fantasy that many women also have had about the being taken forcibly and what not. And I have actually undergone the same act under real circumstances. And I can tell you that the fantasy is nothing at all like the reality of Rape. I have however overcome a lot of my fear and the pain that being Raped has left on me. It took a whole lot of time and things but I am okay with watching BDSM things that involve such an act. There are still times when certain things make me cringe. But having lived through it and coming out as a stronger person I have become more then just a victim.

The recent video that we posted to spanking tube involving a very real and very personal punishment spanking has also gotten a lot of varying comments on it. Aside from the commenter that decided to comment on the fact that he or she thought I was ugly. There where many people, some that I have never had the pleasure of meeting, that stepped up and came to bat for me regarding that comment as well. That kind of support and knowing that a simple thing such as posting a personal video can have an impact on others the way it has means a whole lot to me as well.

That also reminds me that I wanted to comment as well here about certain comments that come to both a lot of the videos, not just mine on the spankingtube as well as here on the blogs. Criticism is a very different thing then down right rude and uncalled for comments. And most of the very rude comments come from those that are anon or have some made up weird name like youknowme or something like that. For the most part most people find that those kinds of comments come from cowards or people that are very insecure and personally people that would never have the chance to ever get to know me because I wouldn’t be around them if they had such rude and inconsiderate manners for other human beings, Do I like every video I see on spanking tube? No I don’t. But I refrain from leaving downright nasty and rude comments. I simply move on and watch something that is more to my liking. I am just not one to say or do things like that to other people. I have been told that I am a very friendly person sometimes too friendly but you know I have also been told that I am abused and fat and ugly and have no right to be posting on the web or what not.

I post my videos thoughts and things because I want to and because there are many people that I am friends with as well as some I do not know that enjoy them and my thoughts. My blog and my videos are for me and them. If you don’t like it or disagree with what I write or post then please move on. No one is there making you read or watch anything that is posted. If you disagree and want to say something to what is written then please do but keep it civil. Being rude or nasty gets you no where. And as I have said before not everyone is going to agree with everything. So I will probably not be in agreement with everyone’s views either.

The main point is ……
1,) The things I write and post are MY thoughts and MY views. Whether they are right or wrong they are MINE. And they are Right for me and mine.
2.) I am secure with who I am. Calling me fat or ugly does nothing to me. It’s just rude and makes you look bad.
3.) There is an X at the top of the page. It is there for anyone that doesn’t like what they see so they don’t have to see it. So if anything I do or say offends you in some way then please use the X and leave my page or video.

Okay sorry for that little rant in the middle of my post. I just had to get that out of the way as it pertains a little to what I have the intentions of writing about today.

I was talking through messenger to a good friend of ours from Atlanta. She is the host of the SOS parties. She had seen the videos and I don’t remember how it got started but it was mentioned that no one would have guessed that I would be in videos that are on the web. Of course two years ago I never would have guessed it myself.

She saw me when I first ventured into this scene. My very first party was one of hers. And I didn’t talk or speak at all to anyone. I basically hid behind Thomas the whole time biting my nails. A shyness that I have had all my life until now. Go figure. Even when I first meet with Thomas getting me to talk was like pulling teeth and he would tell you the same.

But in all loving and caring relationships people grow and learn. And for the most part a loving relationship brings out the best in each other. Having someone that brings you up instead of pulls you down goes a long way in life. And it shows here the very big difference between an abusive relationship and one that is based on love and nurture like ours is now.
When I first started seeing Thomas and things I still had those walls that I had built in my life to survive. I had a big fear of many things and still even with counseling and things I had flashbacks and times when I just couldn’t handle life and a lot of the everyday things that happens in life. I still have my moments with Thomas’s love and caring and the trust he has built in me I have blossomed and grown into so much more. His love and caring has brought out the best in me many times. And it has given me the room and safety to grow and learn with each new day. Something I have never had.

Some people will still look at things with a very closed mind. That’s just life I have learned that there is no way possible to please every person all the time. And I have learned and know that who I am is a very special person that has a lot to offer others and myself. I have love and I love. I have friends and I am a friend to many. I have good times and I have not so good times but in all those times I have love to pick me up when I fall.

So I would like to ask what you feel abuse really is. Is striking a women even in a spanking sense abuse? For some yes they feel that it is. For others like myself and those that practice domestic discipline and spanking play NO it is not. In fact I would have to say that in my eyes and from what I feel and get from it spanking has brought Thomas and I closer together. I get a much better feeling from getting spanked then I can say from anything else even sex. (Which brings me to another thing I wanted to mention as well in a minute). Does submitting to another when the person who submits wants to and does so consensually abuse? To me No it is not to others yes they may see it as abuse and think that the person submitting is under some sort of shock from the abuse.

But having come from abusive relationships where fear was the main part of my life then I can see the difference myself and I can feel the difference as well. It is a whole different ball game to be taken across the knee and spanked for disobedience and then held and caressed and loved then it is to be made to endure things such as a beating for no apparent reason or living on eggshells everyday because you don’t know what or when your abuser will be set off and what will cause him to hurt you. Never would Thomas ever strike me anywhere besides my bottom. And never would he ever hold a gun to my head and threaten me. Never would he take his belt and use it to control my every move at anytime. Never would he try to hold me back from anything that I wanted to do that wouldn’t essentially be in my best interest.

And the abusers that I know never once treated me with any type of respect what so ever. Even in the times when they weren’t abusing me they didn’t show much if any type of love. And sex was used as a weapon not an act that was enjoyable and between two people that care about each other. Most often after they abused and terrified you then they took you to bed thinking that it would prove some sort of love. It never did. In fact it made sex a very taboo type thing. Nothing really intimate but something that was required and used for intimidation as well. I learned at an early age that sex was about the only thing I was ever considered good at and if you loved someone or even liked them then it was a requirement. Sex within a loving and caring relationship is way different then the casual and unloving type I have had in my life. It became part of a coping mechanism as well. I quickly associated sex with abuse and hate and never was able to get close to anyone that I had sex with. Even with a man that I spent eight years of my life sleeping with there was no closeness just sex. Our relationship started and was based solely on providing each other pleasure in a sexual way.

Even with Thomas when we had our first actual sexual encounter I never would have guessed that we would end up in a relationship like we are now. I quickly shut him out as far as a potential relationship the moment we underwent sexual play. I tried to shut him out many times but Thomas had something no one else ever had and that was a strong love and care for me that showed and he made it hard to keep those walls that I built up and going. He spent a lot of time and energy taking down those walls and showing me what it means to be loved and that sex and love can go hand in hand. He showed me a lot of other things as well.

In the two years that I have known Thomas I have had times where I have had some flashbacks and things associated with the traumas that I have endured in my life. It was Love and caring that got me through those times and his strength and love that helped me through them as well. So now I rarely have those moments anymore and if and when I do he knows how to bring me through them. I don’t live in fear and pain as I have before anymore. I used to HATE closeness as well hugging and cuddling I didn’t like because it usually meant that their was going to be some sort of pain in the very near future and was usually a after abuse thing. I didn’t feel affection because affection always brought pain. After awhile you learn to steer clear of certain things. Getting close and all that was one of the things that I learned to stay away from real early in my life. I had a numbness for things that I should have and could have enjoyed had they been given to me before. It is a very long and drawn out thing but it basically boils down to there are a lot of things that I have come to know and can see that I closed off before.

So I am rambling like always I just have this very strong sense of wanting others to know that I am in a very safe and sane relationship and one that has been very meaningful and has helped me overcome a lot of things I never could before. If I was being abused or he was an ass like most of the man I have known then I really seriously doubt that I would have been able to grow and learn and overcome my past the way I have been able to now. There is so much love and caring that doesn’t always come across in the blogs or on the videos. You see a very small percentage of the total picture of our life. And just like most people we have our moments when we don’t always agree ourselves. But unlike some we do have a very healthy and loving relationship that even in those times we are able to love and care about each other and pull through together.

Now spanking for me has many many benefits. I used to not get aroused or connect spanking with sexual things. I just didn’t but I only at the time experienced it a little and knew little about it in general. Now I will be first to tall you that sometimes I can be aroused by a good playful spanking. Now punishment spankings and most of the spankings we do aren’t at all sexual for me. They are fun and playful and intimate but sex and intimacy are two very different things. That’s probably one reason I am able to post the videos nd share on my blog. For me it isn’t really a sexual thing. It’s a part of who I am and my lifestyle in general. I partake in sexual spanking play with Thomas but those aren’t on video and never will be. I am just not at all comfortable with sharing that much of my life yet. Maybe I will one day but it’s doubtful. Now punishment at first I was a little iffy about that as well. I wasn’t too keen on it being taped but I did write about it and everyone knew anyway so the video wasn’t that much different. I am glad we shared it in a way because by some of the comments it was helpful for others as well. As you can tell from the video that those kinds of spankings are very different in that there is no sexual feelings to it and there is no playfulness or fun associated with them either. They are what they are. Quick painful and to the point.

Now the painful part there are a few reasons for that. And it isn’t at all the type of spanking or the implement used or how it is used. It is more the mindset and things before the actual spanking that makes it painful. As many know I do have a very high pain tolerance and have gotten worse spankings for play. But there is a whole different feel and atmosphere around those so it is easier to tolerate those then that short paddling I received for smoking.

Now some people don’t think that can be a difference for spanko’s. They don’t feel that spanking can be beneficial in a discipline setting if the spankee enjoys spanking play. I beg to differ there. As you can see in the video I didn’t enjoy that at all. One of the reasons I am glad we showed that part of our lifestyle is so that others can see the difference and maybe understand a little bit how very different the meaning for the spanking can have on the tolerance level and things.

Now on to other things since I have rambled so for so long now. Thomas is spending the nights at Joyce’s again since she is home and still needs a ride to work in the mornings. I was playing with him yesterday when I felt very aroused or horny what ever the word you want to use. Didn’t want him to leave and asked him to wake me up when he returns home for some attention I should say. He played back and I said I bet if I said that I wanted a good hard spanking then you would wake me up. He agreed. LOL. It didn’t happen this morning though we did engage in some activities when he returned home. I have been having back pain for a few days now and have been taking my pain medicine left and right here lately. It was finally starting to let up and I was feeling some relief that was until he got a hold of me. LOL. Now my back is in pain again I guess it is a minor thing though when the reasons are for something like that. LOL.

Anyway I did say that I expected to be woken up and spanked not fucked he told me that he would take care of that tomorrow morning when he gets home. I don’t know why it is but there are times when I just want a good and hard spanking session and these are one of them. I don’t mean anything like the punishment that wasn’t really that hard if you ask me. But something that is long intense and has me feeling it for a few days. Although with the plans that we are hoping for the weekend it might not be a good idea to partake in the intensity that I need right now. Because it would leave us out for making videos for a few days. And we are hoping to make some for the store here this weekend. But I am thinking that maybe we should and just record it for the store. People seem to like intensity. I don’t know just yet. But spankings for stress relief are so much better then sex or anything else. Nothing keeps me calm and happy then having a warm and sore bottom for a few days.

The video for the confession blog post

Okay Thomas edited and uploaded the video last night. I guess he will probably be sharing the story on his blog tonight as well. But here's the video anyway. I wasn't to keen on the idea of having it taped. But since we share this part of our life with others it is only fair that we share the good and the not so good ones as well. I wont say that this one was a fun video to make because it wasn't fun at all.

confessions

The boys returned yesterday around noon. They had alot of fun and my son had alot to tell about his time. He had fun and was allowed to participate in the games. He even found some others that play Magic as well so he got some new cards from his trip.
Im very proud of my son he really has been doing good. When I went to register him at the new school they took a look at his test scores and since he got the highest possible scores you can get they have placed him in the gifted/talented classes. This really made me proud. He will have to work hard to keep up his grades. He's an A student but he was only in the advanced classes before. but it is quite apparent from his test scores that he can do it. He has the motivation now and with Thomas around he will have help if he struggles. Thomas is real big on making sure that the kids do well in school and do there homework and things. Before they are allowed to do anything else the schoolwork has to be done. He even has gone as far as paying them nicely for any A's and B's they receive. Makes the kids want to succeed where we know they can. The added proudness of a father figure goes a long way to. Thomas takes a big interest in the kids as far as that is concerned and shows his delight when they do well as any parent does.

When they returned we said our hellos and things and he got on the computer to catch up from being gone. While he was on the computer I let him know that I had something I needed to talk to him about. I told him I would talk to him later. He didn't take that answer though and started questioning me as to what I needed to talk to him about. He asked who it was about I answered me. He then asked other questions like is it good or bad. And things like that till he finally said did you do something. I didnt answer so he knew it was that. He knew the things that I really am not allowed to do as there are very few. Of course he asked me if I smoked first and since I had I remained quiet. He knew then that was my answer and then questioned me further. So I ended up telling him then rather then waiting. He didn't waste anytime telling me that I would be dealt with later in the garage. I knew that but kind of hoped he would let it go this time. No such luck though. We cuddled for a little while and then he had some things he had to do.

Later that night after the kids went to bed and he returned home from doing his other things I was lieing in bed. He got the garage ready by setting up the camera and lights. He had planned on recording the session and will be from now on. Any punishment and most play spankings will now be on video. He then came in and instructed me to follow him out to the garage. He grabbed our wedding gift off the nightstand and headed to the garage with me behind. When we got to the garage he had me sit beside him while he explained what the session was for. He then had me go across his lap where he quickly removed my bottoms. He started a rapid string of smacks to my bare bottom. It was a shock to receive such hard blows all of sudden and in such a quick and rapid way. He took a short pause before starting again It was really stinging and hurting. I knew it was coming but I still wasn't prepared for it at all. After he finished with the rapid fire he told me to count out the last ten which are always really hard blows. After he was all finished we hugged and cuddled for a little bit before he asked if I was ready for bed. I was so he let me go and said he would clean up the garage. I headed right to bed.

When he came back to the room I was on the bed of course on my belly. I had undressed to my underwear and a shirt. He gave me a smack on my bottom and then looked at the damage. It probably felt worse then it looked. But he decided he wanted a picture of it anyway. So he took the picture then let me go. He got on the computer and I was already hurting that day from my back. I had wanted to take a pain pill but they knock me out so he didnt want me knocked out for my punishment. I asked him when I got back to the room if I could take one yet and he said no. I laid down trying to sleep but he had all the lights on so I couldn't and asked him to come to bed. He said in a minute. When he did get into the bed he cuddled up to me and grabbed my ass. He gave it another smack but by then I was getting agitated from the pain and just wanted to be left alone. I grabbed his arm and throw it off of me. He immediately took me across his lap and told me to settle down or I would get the cane as well. I wasn't in the mood so I ended up getting the cane as well. He then let me go and I tried to go to sleep. I asked him if I could take the pill now so I could sleep and he let me. I don't remember much after that because I feel asleep.

I am sure that he will be editing the video today and uploading it to the spanking tube. It will probably be on his blog tomorrow or in the near future. I guess I can also add it to my blog as well. That's about all I have to write about for now. He did mention that he might have to give me a daily reminder that I am not supposed to be smoking. I really hope he doesn't though. The daily things are worse. We went that route when I first tried to quit and that was not pleasant. A daily hairbrushing hurts like the dickens for days. The only good thing about them was I was sore most of the time so I had a constant reminder.

The start of a good day and some other things

Well I was not able to get good connection yesterday. Most of the day I couldn't even get anything and when I finally did I was able to write a quick post and tried to check out the video for the raffle over on Richard Windsor's blog. That became a very long and frustrating experience though so at 12 I decided to head to bed. It took me well over an hour and half to watch the first 7 minutes of the raffle. I would get to see a few seconds then it would stop and load I guess for about 10 minutes. Talk about suspense. I finally gave up and decided to wait till this morning to see it. hoping I would have better connection. I didnt have the greatest, but i did have better connection. I was able to see the raffle finally. And who would have known I was like two winners away last night. Had I stuck it out maybe another oh half hour or so I would have known last night LOL.

I was a little shocked and excited to hear my name called for the "sweet cheeks" paddle prize. I never win these things LOL. It was very nice though and I'd like to link and send a thank you to Cali cutie as well. The prize I won is a paddle she donated for the raffle. I knew a little about her just from watching videos on spankingtube. I wasn't aware until the raffle that she actually has a store as well. She sells paddles and panties. Actually that is the name of the store as well. Check out her site. I think I know where I will be looking for more panties now. *giggles*.

Last night when I was watching it I did get to hear that Suzy from A.S.S was a winner of one of the Cane-iac prizes. I bet she will love that. With the amounts that cane-iac offered you can actually get some really nice things from them. They are very affordable and their items are very quality made. JP also was the grand prize winner. I know him from the Texas parties. He also sells his own floggers which I own one of (I heard he was donating one for the next raffle). We got it this year at the Texas Allstate party. He is a funny guy. We have had some good laughs and times this year as well as last year. Though he didn't realize who I was at first. LOL. I was happy for both of them as well as all the other winners. I am not sure I know any of the others. I'm wondering if the winner after me or before me that was from Florida is the same Sara I know here. I dont know but I am sure I will find out soon enough. I know that these winners already know. Richard doesn't want to spoil any surprises for the raffle so if you entered watch the video to see if you won. Then let Richard know you know you won. LOL.

So head over to Richard Windsor's blog and watch the raffle drawing. He's a real good person and wouldn't you know I just read on his blog that while he was doing the free raffle for us his numbers came in and he also won something. Also check out the sponsors of the event Cali cutie and Cane-iac. As well. I believe he has had others come forward to donate prizes for another raffle. I think in the video he says that he will try to have that one in a couple of months. I believe one of the ones who came forward for prizes was Lee from Paddle Masters Products. Again those are also very good items to check out and while you are there you can watch the presentation video as well. Thomas and I have gotten many implements and things from there and we made a video of all the products we have. It was lot of fun.

Thomas will be returning home with our son later today. I can't wait I missed both of them. I'm sure my son will have many things to talk about when he does return. Speaking of talking as much as I missed Thomas and look forward to him coming home I do also dread that I have to confess something to him and will most likely end up having a discussion in the garage later that night or tomorrow. I am not the greatest at confessing but I do feel guilty and have to tell him. He will probably be able to tell anyway.

The Spanking Bloggers Network

I have been trying all day to get online. Well not all day I spent the morning with my son at a back to school bash. He had alot of fun. He got a very nice haircut as well.

The topic of my post today will be the Spanking bloggers network. This is a yahoo group as well as a blog. The only requirements to be a member is to have a links button showing membership on your blog. (Just like I do on my sidebar) Quite easy. Check out the membership information here . . Anyone that is a spanking blogger should join. It used to be where we would write a separate post there as well. But it has been changed to a simple blogroll. That makes it alot easier for the members. All you have to do now is join the group, add the button and blog as normal. The more members we can get the more traffic will be sent to each others blogs. take a look at it and see what I mean. I really don't do well with writing. LOL.

If you like spanking blogs the Spanking Bloggers Network . is a great place to look for spanking blogs. All the blogs that are featured on that blog are spanking related blogs.

a warm farewell

Thomas will be away this weekend at the amtgard event. He is taking our oldest son along so he can play and learn the basics of the game. We are still hoping that he will be able to have the age requirement lifted while there. It will just be me and the youngest at home. But Thomas and I were able to get some much needed play in his last night here. He will be leaving after work tonight.

We were not able to record the night activities though for a few reasons. One it is my monthly time and I didn't really feel much like filming. Besides it lead to more sexual things then I care to have recorded. He started with a warm up with his hand. As always that doesn't really effect me much but does get me in the mood. He then had me go and fetch the Lexan paddle. At which time he was able to really get me in the mood. He had me across his lap with my bottom back arched so my bottom was up at the right height. He gave me a few good swats with the lexan paddle before switching to a spatula type thing. really that was just nosier then anything LOL. He took his time swatting me with those three things before we started with the sex. After that we cuddled and went to bed. It was a very nice way to spend our last night together for a few days. I would have to say it was a very warm farewell especially for my bottom.

When he returns we will be planning more videos to shoot hopefully starting our clips store soon. Even if we dont get the store started I do know that we will be making some kinds of videos. I cant wait to see how things turn out. Today when he had to stop and get some things for amtgard on his lunch break he saw something that he will be turning into an implement. I don't know what it is called but Ill save that for a surprise as well. He does have a very active imagination though. He could turn anything into something spanking related LOL

Anyway I have to get going and get things together for the weekend. Ill be picking him from work soon so I will need to be ready for our final goodbyes. If there wasn't kids around I am sure that I would be getting another goodbye spanking right before he left.

oldies but goodies

I don't have much to write about today. The hamster that we were supposed to pick up last night didn't make it. Before heading out to get it I recevied an email that informed me that when she went to get it ready for us the hamster was found dead. So we didn't drive out there to get it. Instead I was offered another cage from someone closer. we went to pick that one up and spent 6 dollars to get a hamster for him. Ill have pictures of the hamster by the end of the day.



Right now I would like to share an old video that Thomas and I made a long time ago. My favorite old video is currently lost on a non working computer but this one will do. It is in two parts. There is the first part which is mostly hand. The second part includes the rug beater, a crop and a frat paddle. I remember it being alot of fun. And since I was still pretty new to the spanking scene my bottom did color very nicely from the start. I don't think he could get that color from a hand spanking anymore. I don't know.

He is pretty busy lately getting ready for the weekend so I doubt we will have time to get any videos in. But I might ask him tonight if we can get a little short play in the garage after the kids are in bed and record it. Ill have the house to myself with my youngest so I might even try out a self spanking when he is fast asleep. Not promising anything but it is worth a shot I think. LOL

Anyway enjoy this old video for now until we can get some new stuff up.





And while I am sharing videos I thought I would include some play spankings one was in the hotel when we did the cane-iac promo and the other was from the recent Texas allstate party where Todd was spanking me. All the videos from today were all play and were all alot of fun.

Hamster away LOL

I have no clue what to name this post lol. It's just a random post with a few updates. I know I mentioned the pets that my sons were wanting. Well I placed a wanted add on the freecycle for the cages. I got a few responses on the hamster cage. I even had someone offer the hamster and the cage. So tonight we are planning on going to pick up the hamster and its cage. Sometime soon we will also pick up another cage and some food from someone else. I also got a lady respond that has snakes. She said she has an aquarium we can get as a start for the snake. So I am planning and arranging that pick up as well. I also offered a few items that people will be picking up today. The non working appliances that have been sitting in the garage will be gone soon. I had already planned on calling junk removal but figured I would offer them first. I got a few people wanting them. The first one to pick up gets them though.

As far as spanking wise not a whole lot has been going on. We aren't sure when we will have time to start the clips4sale thing. Hopefully soon as we really need the income. Our only problem would be updating and keeping videos coming. With the kids in the house it means we have to find childcare to be able to make a video that is worth selling. I'm still waiting to hear from SSI regarding my sons case. His medicine was over 300.00 dollars and I am still trying to get that taken care of without much luck.

I have talked to our pest control people and was trying to cancel our service. I told them that I will not pay for the services since all they managed to do was make matters worse. So they are sending a manager out to check things out and treat the home. The technician that was coming was not very nice and didn't do his job really. I told him that the manager said to spray inside and out and he claimed they dont know what they are talking about. So the problem remained even after they come for their bi monthly service. Hopefully the manager will get something done. I dont mind paying if it controls the bugs. But if we are paying and still have bugs then it is kind of pointless wouldnt you think.

Well I have to get running I have a few things to do today. Hopefully we have enough gas for the week. And enough to go and get the hamster as well. I am not sure really if we will or not. I am hoping a childsupport check goes through. Finally I was sent one on Monday that would help a little bit. It would be better if the father that was arrested would pay his 1000 release fee. We really could use that to pay off some bills and get the air fixed.

The car issues might be able to be fixed with a simple thing as fixing a leak. I sure hope so but you never know with cars. I am still wondering why it only happens to me and not Thomas. Even though I do usually drive the car the most as far as daily. When I take the car there are more trips back and forth to his work then when he does and then there is the running around doing errands and things.

Well here's to hoping that publisher's clearing house prize patrol knocks on my door tomorrow. Wont that be a sweet thing. Heaven knows we could certainly use an extra 100 thousand a week for a year that's for sure. Id love to call the mortgage company and ask how much the cash price would be to buy the house. Then we could give the owner some money as well. I can guarantee that if we win we will certainly have videos to sale then. We could get some nice equipment and make that our new thing. LOL. A person can dream cant they? Even though money wont provide childcare it will help to find someone if we can pay them enough.

an update and a slideshow

Not a whole lot has been going on. We were not able to switch off childcare this week. So there was no spanking videos to share. There won't be any this weekend either since Thomas and my son will be at an amtgard event. Sometime soon though we are hoping to get a few videos made for the clips4 sale thing to get started. Don't know how well we will do with that since it is hard to get childcare. And making a video isn't something you can really do with the kids around. I mean we can make small ones in the garage when they goo to bed but nothing much. And even then it is a rare thing for us to even do that.

I have been busy with errands and things. And our car has decided it doesn't like me and keeps blowing a fuse while I am driving. JUst once I want Thomas to have the car when it breaks down. Im usually stuck with the kids somewhere. The only good thing is I have a cell phone where if Thomas breaks down he wouldn't. But it doesn't look good when four cars have broken down at some point and three of those cars I was driving at the time they broke down. At least when his red car went he was in the car with me.

Anyway here is a short video slideshow I made of Thomas and I together. I spent some time making a few of them. I sent my daughters one of them and one of them with their siblings and I made one for the boys. They liked them and I like how they came out. Of course the only one I can share is of Thomas and I. I do have a family friendly blog that I will add my others to And no I wont and cant link to it either. Those that know me and my kids know it and really thats all that needs to.



So here's to hoping that the next video that gets posted is a spanking one and not so vanilla like this one.

upcoming and an old video

Last night and today I spent some time with my sons. We watched my oldest ones favorite movie “Old Yeller” He loves that movie. And the littlest one does as well. It is always nice to be able to sit down and cuddle with the kids. I am not the cuddling type usually but every now and then I enjoy it with the kids. Seems not having cable might be a good thing. We can choose to watch things together and make it a point to spend time together.

Now on to the other news. Thomas wrote about the clips4sale thing he is thinking about doing. I think it would be a good thing. Finding a job is proving to be very difficult. Ill still be looking though. But the income we might get from the videos will help out a lot. The kids need new clothes and shoes and things and of course my son wants that snake. With Christmas coming up we also will need some extra cash for their gifts. Right now there is no extra as there isn’t even enough. I think the clips4sale might be a start for the extras. And hopefully soon I can find a job as well.

Very rare is it that Thomas videos any punishment spankings. I haven’t had any in awhile anyway. But I do believe that in the near future those will be recorded as well. That way we can have a variety of things for the clips. Speaking of punishment spankings, I will share an old video of a spanking I received that he video taped. It wasn’t too intense but it was pretty hard. I had made the mistake of saying that our wedding gift isn’t that bad or that he doesn’t spank hard enough. I can’t remember my exact words. But he proved the point that it can be very painful at times. It was a punishment video for disobedience. Given the nature of our relationship there is a time when that is called for.



Speaking of the “wedding gift”, I have been feeling very bold lately. At least yesterday I was. At dinner Thomas told me to put more rice and beans on his plate. Me being playful and in a fairly good mood I sat there and winked my eyes at him. The boys were laughing. I then said “what’s the magic word?”. He said now or else. LOL. I said nope that’s not it keep trying and we played a little like that as well. By the way he never did say the magic word.
Later that night when he went to Joyce’s and I was talking to him through messenger he announced that he was coming home and told me to get him some ice cream ready. I wrote back that it would melt and he said no it would be just soft enough. I then wrote back what’s the magic word again. He replied with “wedding gift”. Had he been sitting there I would have stuck my tongue out at him and probably got the gift. But I didn’t I went and got the ice cream and headed to bed.
Those little playful times are always fun but they are the hardest to do when the kids are around. Having to plan out the times that we get to play is not always that fun. It’s fun to play and brat and things simultaneously as well. But really not something that is fun when it is planned. I’ll has to learn to brat only after hours so to speak. LOL. I’m not a brat though just to clarify that. I am a playful angel as we all know.

This weekend we are trying to plan a trip to the local fetish circuit. Hopefully we will be switching off childcare with a friend. We will get her child either tonight or Sunday. I am striving for tonight though. Sunday is a family day and the boys head out to the local park for amtgard. Tonight would be best and we could just switch things around tomorrow when she takes our boys. Her son has been wanting to come and stay with my boys for awhile now. They are very close to each other considering we all used to live in the same house. Here children are very sweet children as well. Thomas and I have become Aunt Cookie and Uncle Thomas to them.

The fetish circuit is more of a BDSM event then just spanking that I am used to. I have wanted to attend an BDSM event but haven’t gotten the chance. I wouldn’t go alone and BDSM isn’t really Thomas’s cup of tea as much. He does enjoy some aspects of it though not many. If we do get to make it we might be joined by another friend of ours. Thomas meet with her a little back to get some spanking play in with her. She’s a really sweet girl and I would love to have her along with us. Although it will be amusing somewhat because we share the same name. Unless Thomas uses my Cookie name which he probably will since it will be a fetish event. I rarely use my real name sometimes even at home.

So I am hoping that we will have gone to the event with some pictures and possibly have made a video as well. I think Thomas is eager to use the new lights he acquired from freecycle. Anyway we should have some stories to tell if nothing else.

Just a Quick write on my world lately

Not a whole lot going on spanking wise as always. With children in the house it does make times slim when we actually get a chance to play. The closest thing we had recently was the other day where Thomas wrote about the close call. I had been in a really bitchy mood all morning and the kids were driving me crazy. I yelled and sent them both to their rooms. Thomas took that time to close our door and settle me down. Of course he took the quietest thing we have, the cane. He really wasn't using it but I was being moody and fighting so I was pretty loud myself. My son heard me telling him to leave me alone and all that. He hadn't really heard anything that was going on just that I was telling Thomas to get off me and leave me alone.
Given the history of domestic violence that the kids know about. My son took that as me being in trouble or Thomas hurting me and knocked on our door yelling at Thomas to get off me. And actually by the time that happened I was actually fighting Thomas as he wasn't spanking me but he was playing with me...In other words it really wasn't a spanking as it was a sexual encounter. Afterwards my son told Thomas that he thought that he was hurting me. Of course after Thomas told him that he would never hurt me in that way my son was okay. We didn't go into details of what was going on but we just kind of said I wouldnt be in as bitchy a mood now. I'm sure the kids realize that we have sex even though we rarely do it seems. And it is rare that we have during the day. Very rare!

Speaking of my son. He has been wonderful recently. He is growing up to be such a young man. His time with his mentor did wonders for him. He is really enjoying his time with Thomas now as well. He is actively involved in the anime things. He's excited about amtgard and some card game named magic. Thomas will probably be taking him to a weekend event soon. Both are real excited about that. We really haven't had any problems with him or the little one recently. They both are doing really well.

The littlest one was finally given the diagnosis of having a learning disability so he will be able to get the extra help he needs in school. I have still been taking them to the library as they enjoy playing the games there and the little one has gotten alot better at reading. They read and play for about an hour a day then we go and pick up Thomas. School will be starting soon. The only thing we have left to get our the bookbags. The boys picked theirs out already and we should be able to get those soon. School clothes we will have to get a little at a time. I want to try to at least get them each an new outfit for the first day of school and new shoes. We will see though. Money is really tight right now.

Today after running errands we were pulling into the library when my oldest asked if we could go to the pet shop. He has been wanting a pet snake. I hate snakes with a passion though and I told him I would consider it as long as Thomas was the one to help him with it and I don't have to get near it. So today he wanted to look.
We found an exotic pet shop close by and went to check it out. The guy who ran it must have sensed my apprehensive about being in there with all those weird things. Snakes and spiders are two of my biggest fears. And here I was in a shop full of them and big freakin lizards and things. AS we walked in the owner pointed to the floor and said watch out for that tarantula. I probably jumped pretty damn far. I was ready to leave then and there. I stayed to the front of the store where the snakes food were. The crickets, and the bunnies and rats and things. I can handle those. I like lizards as well and the turtles they had. But the rest the spiders and the snakes I could do without having to see. Of course my boys were having fun and were so excited they wanted me to see everything. I stayed my distance and was like yeah okay hurry up will you. LOL. I stayed pretty sane for the boys sake and even made it back to see the snake my son decided he wanted. It is a ball python Of course I questioned the owner about the safety of having that snake and things. He said that they dont get big enough to hurt anyone and that they are really safe. They eat a small rat once a week. I told my son that if Thomas agrees and will take him to get it and help him take care of it and all I would allow him to get one. Of course the snakes price isn't that bad it's the cage and everything else you need for it.

Soon when we have our money in order or I find a good job I guess we will have a new pet. My youngest has decided he wants a hamster as well. So I have a feeling we will have some new pets real soon. At least by Christmas.

We were also looking at the xbox 360 that my son wants. I went to a pawn shop looking for lawn mowers and things and we saw one that was cheaper then buying one new. I reminded my son that Christmas was around the corner. I dont know if we will have enough to afford that but I will be asking Thomas if we can swing putting it on layway for his Christmas present. He said he wouldn't care that it was used he just really wants one. With that and the snake I think he wont find alot under the tree but it will be what he wants.

I have been working on cleaning out my daughters old room. I am hoping that Todd and Suzy will be visiting soon. And It would be nice to have a spare room for them. I can say that it has been a task. Some letters I found I could have done without reading. I was able to give alot of her clothes away to the freecycle thing we belong to. I put up that we needed a lawn mower so I am hoping that someone might have an extra one around in the area. The freecycle thing is really neat. Tomorrow Thomas and I will be heading to Tampa to pick up some precious moments cross stitching books. I'm really excited and glad that we were able to snag those. Alot of times when you answer an offer the item is already taken. But she was really nice and is saving them for us so that Thomas can take me and I dont have to get lost finding it. As Thomas puts it my sense of direction makes me take dramatic exits into a broom closets. Anyway I will greatly love them I am sure.

My oldest daughter had her little baby girl. With both my girls we aren't on the greatest of terms at the moment but I do still love and care for both of them greatly. hopefully the paths they have chosen take them in a different direction then they were heading. But I am hoping that eventually they will come through. I would like to make a few things for the new baby with the new books I am getting. But I am not sure that those would be welcomed. I can only try.

Well I am done rambling on I have to go finish the dishes and clean up the kitchen. Ill probably play a game of battleship or something with my son before he goes to bed. He set up his room yesterday and spent a lot of time cleaning it and things. In cleaning out his sisters room he acquired a few spongebob items including a bed set and stuffed animals. He loves it and he set his room up real good. I snagged her sponge bob costume though. We were the same size so Ill probably fit into it just the same. Its a cute outfit. It was costly at halloween so I am glad it didnt go to waste. You just might be seeing it here soon. LOL.