the end of 2009

This year has had many ups and downs for us. It has been a very busy one and I am looking forward to another good year with lots of new and fond memories to make as well. I’m going to write my most memorable events of the year 2009. Some were good and some were not so good. But they were all a lesson in the making LOL.

Things I remember from 2009 are…..

1. The second Texas Allstate Party in March. Where Thomas and I had our commitment ceremony. This was by far one of the happiest and most memorable times of my life. Such wonderful people attended and I was glad to have shared such a special moment in my life with spanko friends. That day was one of the highlights of the year. It was beautiful and we had alot of help making it such a memorable event. From a friend doing my hair to pictures and videos being taken and being given a ride to pick up our cake since our car broke down. We had a good spanko friend preform the ceremony and even had a you may now spank the bride moment as well.
2. We were given the opp to live in a beautiful house in January but ended up losing that house by the end of the year. Although we knew that the time would come I would have liked it to have been longer.
3. My oldest son came home from staying with his mentor for a couple years. He is doing well and I am very glad to have him home with us.
4. My daughter decided to go and live in PA with her real father. Teenagers can be difficult but I miss her the same and love her greatly. I have 15 and a half years of memories though to get me by.
5. My youngest son’s school has been very helpful in getting him the resources and testing to help with his disability. He is finally getting into classes that will help him. He is finally in a place that his differences wont hold him back but will be worked on to make him better. He is such a loving and sweet boy with a whole lot of potential. I’m am blessed to have him as my son. It gets frustrating and difficult at times but it is all well worth it in the end.
6. I remember a private party in Ocala with a few spanko friends that I meet for the first time. It was great fun and I enjoyed myself greatly. I made a few friendships with some very wonderful people.
7. I joined a fantasy football team dispute knowing nothing about football. LOL It is with other spankos and has been interesting and fun.
8. I have spent many a times over Thomas’s knee and enjoy every moment of it and will be spending that much more this year. LOL Thomas and I have grown in our relationship and each day it gets stronger and better. He is a wonderful guy that has brought me much joy and happiness. He has come to love my kids as his own and provides them with much love and caring. He’s made a lot of things possible for them that they wouldn’t have if I was still raising them alone.
9. We took on a few stray cats and kittens. We ended up losing one to sickness but have three that have been very fun and amusing. The littlest one panther has really gotten better and has now started to become an attention whore like the biggest. They spend the nights curled up at Thomas and mine feet and will come and snuggle rubbing their heads at our hands so we will pet them. They even started doing some kneading with their feet while they snuggle and purr to be petted. I couldn’t see us without them now. LOL
10. We opened up a clips4sale site and started making videos for that. That is always a fun thing as well though it isn’t making us much money. It is still fun to do and see how it evolves. Thomas has had fun with it as well and has meet a few very nice models as well. Hopefully we will get to see Alice again and do another shoot with her.
11. I got to meet privately with a friend from Texas while he was here for a party. Had a lot of fun seeing him again and look forward to seeing him in March this new year at the next Texas party.
12. We got to test out a few new products from some of our favorite places to get implements. We were able to also do a promo video for Paddle Masters products and had a lot of fun with that.
13. We got to celebrate St. Patricks day at a SOS party in Atlanta with Leelee. there was a spank the shammrock contest that we entered and came in second. The judges said it was a very difficult decision though and we were pretty close to first. We won a cane from that. This was where I was also able to try out suspension for the first time. A very experienced person gave me my first taste of some suspension and it was quite interesting and fun.
14. I remember winning a new paddle in Richard Windsors free raffle for spankos.
So it has been a very busy year. I have spent some wonderful times both with spanking related activities as well as many things with my children and for family events. We did have some disappointing and not so great times but also we had many good times as well. So with the close of this year I have some good memories to take with me into the New year.
15. Thomas and I entered a spank off but things got really nasty and we opted to leave the contest which ended anyway. But we did have fun making a roleplay video for that. And that was my very first roleplay. it was alot of fun although since we didnt have air it was very very hot. LOL
16. despite the financial hardships we have had this year we were blessed for Thanksgiving and Christmas and both holidays turned out wonderful and memorable. Even though I set the oven on fire both times. Minor set back but didnt ruin the meals in the least and was quite funny actually. Things were going well for Christmas dinner till I decided to add water to a heated glass dish shattering it in the oven and causing the fire LOL.
17. As always I have meet and conversed with many great people and spankos of all kinds. I love getting comments and feedback on my blog and enjoy letting others in on our good and bad times.
18. I remember going through some broken down cars and being stranded in Texas having to fly home. That was the very first time that either one of us flew. I was glad to share that first with Thomas though and it was interesting. Thanks to some friends in our general area that were also there for bringing home our belongings since it would have been very costly to try to get those on a plane.
Here’s to a wonderful 2010. And just for fun I made a video of all the wonderful spanking times from 2009 enjoy !!

the final standings

Well the fantasy football league is over. The playoffs are done and here is the final standing.

1st – Chase
2nd – Cowgirl
3rd – Richard
4th – Me
5th – Cookie
6th – Fanny
7th – Suzy
8th – Todd
9th – Sherie
10th – Becka

I managed to make it to fifth which isnt to bad. I'm not going to write a whole lot right now as I am having difficulty breathing again and probably looking at another trip to the hospital tonight or tomorrow. The nebulizer treatments arent helping much and this weather isnt either. Its cold one day and hot the next. The past two days have been really cold though. Colder then I remember Florida being LOL.

sorry about the chat box disappearing

As some may have noticed I have removed the chat box from my blog. Yesterday a rather uncalled for and nasty comment came. I know who it was from as my tracker for that site tells me the IP address and general area. I had at first thought that it was a comment from someone in my family which it wasn't, they come from a different area in PA. It came from my daughters fathers area and most likely from him. It was to punctuated and things to have come from my daughter herself. I could have just blocked that IP address but I know that he is very computer savvy and would have figured out a way to get around that. So instead I just deleted the whole thing and have my comments on moderation. So everyone doesn't have to read a bunch of bullshit from them.

For those that care to leave a message there is always the comments still although it might take them longer to appear since I dont always get on to approve them or you can email me personally and I will return the email. Of course if you are going to email a bunch of bullshit then don't expect a return email. Ill most likely just delete that as well and move on. I dont have the time or the need to mess with a bunch of useless crap. It is one thing to have a difference in opinion and constructive criticism and a totally different thing to just send downright and nasty comments. Ill return nicely put differences of opinions and things but wont return nastiness. Thank you so much to those that come here to read and enjoy my blog. For those that dont well that is also fine and I am not twisting anyone's arms to read this blog or even like it. But most people will just move on to a blog more to there liking and be done with it.

I'll hopefully be writing a year end post soon with all the memorable and not so memorable events from the past year. See you soon.

A wonderful Christmas

While its the day after Christmas and my children are very happy with what they recevied this year. We were not really sure that they would have much of a Christmas at all. And we certainly were not going to get each other gifts. But in the end and a few days before Christmas I recevied my sons retro for his disability. When the guy called and told me that he was approved he did tell me that I would get some of it in 7 to 10 days and the rest in 6 months. He even mentioned that it will be a nice thing right before Christmas and the 10 days would have fallen right on Christmas day. So I still wasn't sure it would come in time. But it did!!!!

It was enough that we were able to get everyone on our lists something and also able to get each other gifts when we weren't going to be able to. I had signed the kids up for the local Christmas help and the school that my son goes to also helped with gifts for the kids. So they would not have been without totally. But with that extra help we opted on getting a family gift that would delight the kids immensely. My oldest son has been asking for an x-box 360. I had told him that it wasn't something that is in our budget and that he shouldn't get his hopes on getting one anytime soon. So he knew it wasn't something that he would be finding under the tree this year.

However when I got that check and knowing that the kids all had enough gifts from the help to be happy with we decided to purchase the x-box for the family and I got each of the kids a game that they would like. The one reason my son wanted the xbox 360 was because of the game Halo. So of course that was the game that I had gotten for him. And I got my youngest one a Madagascar kart racing game. When I put the gifts under the tree I purposely put the two games and the game system away from the other gifts so the kids wouldnt see them and put the other gifts for other people there as well so they would see the other names and not think anything of it. Plus knowing that I had already told them not to even think they were getting one they had no clue. I let them open the rest of their presents though and waited to last for that. When Thomas woke up and joined us opening the gifts I told the boys to open the big box over to the side marked family. The looks on their faces when they opened it was priceless. One I will never forget!! I then gave them the games to open up as well.

So it actually turned out to be a very wonderful Christmas. I had given the boys some money and took them to a couple store to purchase things for Dad and Mom and each other and Joyce. They enjoyed that as well and had alot of fun shopping for everyone. My oldest was old enough to shop and pay himself so I did not have any clue what I was getting for Christmas from my lovely kids. I ended up getting a snowman cookie jar a necklace, and a bath pillow as well as a candle and some perfume from my kids. I recevied a cookie jar awhile ago and decided that I wanted to start collecting cookie jars. so my son knew that and it was a nice surprise to have recevied a cookie jar from him. I love my kids!!! He also said that he picked out the bath pillow because he knows that I have back problems and said that I can relax with the pillow in the tub. My oldest couldn't find anything for his dad though but my youngest first picked out a surfer Santa figurine. I helped coax him into something else and he settled for a mug for dad to keep his coke in. LOL. Gotta love the little ones. I found a jacket that I knew Thomas wanted as he has been looking for one to replace his worn out one. But finding one with a pocket in front was proving to be difficult. I found him one though and hoped that it would be one that he liked. So my son and I purchased that. I also got Thomas a new cell phone for Christmas. I just added the family plan to my account and bought the phone. It came with accessories though including a holder and car charger and ear phones. So my son wrapped that up and gave it to him as his present. I think Thomas liked the cell phone even though he isnt accustomed to having one and thinks its ringing is annoying. But I like being able to contact whenever I need or want to LOL. And it will come in handy when he goes on trips for models and things. That way he wont have to take mine and leave me with no phone. LOL.

Once we knew that we were going to get gifts for each other Thomas had asked me what I wanted for Christmas. I had been wanting a waffle iron so I can make waffles for the kids and Thomas. So as I was flipping through the adds in the newspaper I pointed one out to him that was on sale. But one day making dinner I had said forget the waffle iron I want a can opener since mine broke and opening cans was difficult. I got the most frustrated making Christmas dinner which we eat on Christmas Eve so that we can have the whole day to spend together as a family with out new gifts and things. I got frustrated to the point that I was begging Thomas to go to the store and but me one right then and there. I whined and pleaded but he wouldnt. He told me to start buying fresh vegetables and things. LOL I made it through Christmas dinner and was planning on going to but one on Monday when he was at work LOL. But I wont have since he did get me one for Christmas and was sneaking enough to place it in the same box as the waffle iron so I would think that was all that he got me. He even got me a tink shirt that says be daring be sassy be tink. On it. I wore it to the Christmas party we went to on Christmas day and got alot of compliments on it. It is a cute shirt. I have another tink shirt that says I'm not a brat I'm not I'm not I'm not on it LOL.

The kids and I had made a gingerbread house, reindeer candy canes and a shitload of cookies before Christmas. So I had Thomas pick up a few tins when he was out so we could give the cookies to his family on Christmas. We still have a whole bunch of cookies left LOL.

Anyway Christmas turned out to be wonderful and I have gotten some peace recently since my oldest is playing the xbox and my youngest is busy building with all his Lego's. They aren't fighting and annoying me which is a good thing. LOL. Anyway I hope that everyone had a great Christmas and got everything that they wanted. I know our house had a happy Christmas. But even still if we weren't able to get any of the gifts I am sure that it still would have been a happy one since we were all healthy and together and we had a nice meal and family time. That's something that money cant buy for sure.

It wasn't much for a kinky Christmas though. LOL but you know Thomas he always puts the kink in there somewhere and while he was out Christmas shopping and looking for my tins he came across a few kinky items he purchased. A belt a ruler with Angelica's name on it and a very mean looking wooden coat brush. He also got several paddle ball games with a theme I forget what the theme was at the moment. And he picked me up a non kinky item as well. A precious moments coloring book. LOL I love precious moments though and have already colored three pages in it. Speaking of precious moments a few weeks ago after Thanksgiving Thomas and I had gone into the thrift store to look for a coat that he wanted. He didnt find one but there was a precious moments angel tree topper there that I had seen a week ago when I was there with the boys but couldn't afford at the time. This time it was half off and still there. I asked Thomas if I could get it and he said yes so this year I had a precious moments tree topper. Which isnt going into the storage with the other Christmas things though. Its staying on my nightstand.

Merry Christmas

Thomas and I would like to wish you and yours a very wonderful, happy, safe and spanked filled Christmas!!!!




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Twas the night before Christmas

With today being Christmas Eve I wanted to share a poem that I am sure any spanko has seen before. I am not sure of the author but I have seen it many times and really liked it. There are many variations of the night before Christmas poem but I really liked this one. Enjoy.

The family and I are busy with our own holiday affairs today. As we celebrate with our big dinner on Christmas Eve and then have plenty of time to spend together on Christmas day with the new gifts and things. I wouldnt want to be cooking all day after being woken up early to see what Santa has left for the kids LOL. Anyway Enjoy


'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the town
Naughty Girl's pleas could be heard as her panties came down.
"Oh Santa, dear Santa, don't spank me, I pray!
I'll be ever so good, starting right from today!"

But Santa just chuckled, "I've heard that before
From many a bad girl with bottom so sore
As she wriggles and squirms 'neath his hand's hearty sting.
But a promise like that - why, it means not a thing.

What matters, dear Naughty Girl, as you'll very soon see
Is that you should be spanked across Santa's broad knee
Till your sassy bare bottom is burning bright red!"
And with that, the old fellow did just as he'd said,

And proceed to spank her with all of his might
Till her yelps echoed loud in the cold frosty night,
And each swat, ringing out like a loud pistol shot,
Turned her soft, round bottom increasingly hot.

Then, when she'd been hand-spanked with many a smack,
The jolly old fellow reached into his sack
And produced a fine paddle of well-seasoned wood.
"Now, this is the thing that makes naughty girls good,"

He remarked with a grin. "And I think you'll soon find
How effective it feels on a tender behind!"
"Oh please, Santa! No more!" cried poor Naughty Girl in dismay,
But the paddle cracked down without further delay,

And despite all her protests and wailings and shrieks
Soon deepened the blush on her squirming, rear cheeks.
Poor Naughty Girl, oh how she wriggled! But all was in vain,
For the paddle descended again and again

Till her bouncing bare bottom was sizzling and sore
And as red as the costume that Santa Claus wore.
But at last he relented and, letting her rise,
Hugged her warmly, wiping the tears from her eyes,

And murmuring, "There, it's all over, my dear,"
Rubbed soothing cool cream on her blazing hot rear.
Then he told her, "Well Naughty Girl, your sweet bottom so curved
Has had the sound spanking it so richly deserved.

From now on, I'm sure, I don't need to explain,
If you're good then I shan't have to spank you again.
But if you are naughty - remember, my dear,
That Santa keeps watch for the whole of the year!"

Then smiling, he shouldered his bulging big sack,
And sent her away with a crisp farewell smack.
So Naughty Girl hurried to bed with satisfaction you know,
With a song in her heart and her bottom all aglow

And a sense that all manner of things were all right.
But she slept facing down on her tummy that night.
And laying his finger aside of his nose,
And giving a nod, up the chimney he rose;

He sprang to his sleigh, to me he gave a wave,
And away he flew like my Naughty Girl when she misbehaves.
But I heard him exclaim, as he flew out of sight,
"Happy Christmas to all and a good spanking tonight."

Judge Not

Recently I have seen quite a few people judging others within our lifestyle then I care to. Really people if something isn't what you like thats fine. But do not sit there and put down others because they are into it or enjoy something that you do not. That's a rather immature way to handle things if you ask me.

Within this lifestyle there are so many different people and many different levels of fetishes and things like that. I for one do not like scat play or anything involving urine and all that. But who am I to say that it is disgusting and that the people doing it are bad and dangerous or what not. I dont and wont. I just stay clear of watching or participating in something like that. What they do is up to them. I'm not going to write everyone that I know and tell them that so and so is bad or that they should stay away from them because of this and that.

Same goes for the level of intensity that people participate it. It has been said many times that there are those of us out there that like heavy and hard play. What one person might deem as abusive and rough treatment might very well be what the person on the receiving end wants. Spanking is the same way. Some might enjoy just light hand slaps and striking on the buttocks where others want hard paddles that leave marks for them to feel for days afterwards. Some like other forms of corporal punishment such as ear pulling, feet spankings, sitting on rice etc etc. And for others that kind of treatment would be harsh to them. In this lifestyle most of us won't participate in something we aren't comfortable with or allow others to do things to us that we would find horrible or abusive. So just because it looks bad to one doesn't mean it is to all.

And then there are those of us that like to brat and play and make a reason for the spankings even if it is online in a group for play way before a big party. We dont ask that anyone else reads them or even participates at all. But they certainly can. or they can certainly set their group to no emails or digest even. And in the title of most of these bratty posts you can tell it isnt more then playing around. If you dont want to brat then dont brat. Quite simple right?

Apparently not for some people. Recently in a party group the playful banter has been very active. One female in particular apparently doesn't like bratty and replied to our playfulness with a very snide filled response calling us all immature and what not and that she didn't want to attend a party if that was what it would be like. Now most of the people that were doing the bratting, myself included responded to her in a very nice way. Simply stating that it was all in good fun and that the parties are nothing like this and most of the ones bratting each other knew each other for many years before. However one or two were pretty blunt and too the point about it but still never downright mean or nasty that I saw.

So this female has taken it upon herself to write others claiming that this group is an unsafe and dangerous group. And many other untruths that I wont even type because they are just uncalled for and straight up lies anyway.

I can not say enough good things about the people who I have meet at Texas Allstate and as far as the person that is involved in hosting and making these parties possible. Tubaman is the safest most friendliest person there is. He does everything he can and then some to ensure that EVERYBODY regardless of differences has a fun filled and wonderful time. And that is a very hard thing to accomplish with so many diverse people attending. Same with LeeLee from the SOS parties in Atlanta. Wonderful people who have different styles and fetishes but welcome others with much friendliness and genuine caring. Two wonderful parties and two wonderful hosts. I would recommend either party to anyone that I know.

Last year there was almost 200 people in attendance at the Texas party. Can you imagine what it must be like to try to make 200 different people happy without leaving anyone out for anything. They both do a very good job and I admire all the hard work they do. You couldn't ask for better hosts. Like I said before Texas and SOS are great parties. And Texas is especially good for newbies and they always strive and most usually succeed at making it a very welcoming and friendly event as well for EVERYBODY!!!.

Anyone who has ever attended either a Texas Allstate or a Spankers of the Southeast party can attest to the fact that they are a great place to be and while everyone is different in what they like and do not like everyone is safe and plays safe and everyone has fun.

I yelled at a snowman on Santa's sleigh because I'm awesome!

Just a little holiday fun for everyone. Not too much to write about spanking wise. Although Thomas has given me some strokes of the cane now and then. Me thinks my boys will definitely being go to the holiday camp over the break and we will need to make some time during his lunch break for some play real soon.

Type out the sentence you end up with in a comment. I cant wait to see what everyone comes up with. My results are of course the title of the post *giggles*

Pick the month you were born:
January ------- I sang to
February ------ I threw a wreath at
March --------- I smelled
April --------- I yelled at
May ----------- I threw a snowball at
June ---------- I ran away with
July ---------- I baked cookies with
August -------- I danced with
September ----- I stole
October ------- I kidnapped
November ------ I ran over
December ------ I licked

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1 ------ a snowflake
2 ------ an elf
3 ------ a Christmas tree
4 ------ a candy cane
5 ------ a snowman
6 ------ a cup of cocoa
7 ------ my Christmas present
8 ------ a reindeer
9 ------ a box of toys
10 ----- a nutcracker
11 ----- a sugar plum fairy
12 ----- Santa
13 ----- a Christmas stocking
14 ----- a stuffed animal
15 ----- Santa's beard
16 ----- Rudolph
17 ----- a fireplace
18 ----- a sugar cookie
19 ----- a Snowman
20 ----- a glass of milk
21 ----- the naughty and nice list
22 ----- Santa Claus
23 ----- a wreath
24 ----- my tangled Christmas lights
25 ----- my child's brand new bike
26 ----- a tree topper
27 ----- an elf
28 ----- a snowflakes
29 ----- wrapping paper
30 ----- Mrs. Clause
31 ----- a lump of coal

What is the last number of the year you were born:
1 -------- in wal mart
2 -------- on a train
3 -------- in the mall
4 -------- under your bed
5 -------- on Santa's Sleigh
6 -------- on a roof
7 -------- in an elevator
8 -------- at the dinner table
9 -------- in the North Pole
0 -------- in your bathroom

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White ------ because I can!
Black ------ because I was drinking tequila, again.
Pink ------- because I'm only in it for the good times.
Red -------- because the voices told me to.
Blue ------- because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green ------ because I think I need some serious help.
Purple ----- because I'm AWESOME!
Gray ------- because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow ----- because someone offered me 20 dollars
Orange ----- because I saw it on the Internet.
Brown ------ because I'm cool like that!
Other ------ because it sounded like a good idea!
None ------- because I can't control myself!

Primping princess video at Birchwood academy

Thomas had the fortune of meeting a young model while she was visiting Orlando a few weekends ago. He enjoyed himself and had alot of fun. Getting the store underway has been alot of fun and work for both of us but the fun is what makes it all worthwhile. We aren't really making much from it but it is a great learning experience and entertaining for all involved LOL.

I'm sharing the promo video so if you like what you see go and check out the full video at Birchwood Academy



While I'm on the subject of the store December is almost over so it's your last chance to get the lowest prices as well as get me spanked in a special video at the end of the month. So far here is the earned swats already.

Stress Relief (x3) = 36 swats with the bathbrush
The Cookie Challenge, Part One (x1) = 7 swats with the hand
Cookie’s Punishment Compilation (x3) = 18 swats with the “wedding gift” paddle
Angelica’s First Video Punishment (x1) = 8 swats with the small wooden paddle

Since I am still the only ongoing model available I will be the model taking all the swats for this. Angelica can no longer do videos and Alice is in another state and was only visiting. Though Thomas would love to shoot with her again if she ever comes back to Florida. So far it isn't that bad of a spanking. The 36 with the bathbrush will be the worst of it LOL. But nothing I couldn't handle thats for sure. And it is alot less then I had expected *_* Anyway I have alot to do to get ready for Christmas so I just wanted to quickly share that video with you and the update to the special video. Take care!!

The Duck song

Okay today's post is completely random, without any meaning and just for fun. LOL
Just a little silliness for you Enjoy!

Cookie and Paddle Masters Products coming to Texas in March

This year at the Texas Allstate Party I am trying my hand at vending for Lee of Paddle Masters Products. I think it will be a very fun filled learning experience for me. And I am excited. Lee is busy getting some special inventory ready for the party. He is working on a few things that will only be available at the party. So lot's of work going into it starting already.

The theme this year at Allstate is spankstock. Which sounds like it will be alot of fun. So as I have been having fun being creative and things I also made a flyer for the event. I made it tye dyed to match the party theme as well. LOL.



Lee also has made me some special business cards that I am working on getting scanned and printed to share as well. Meanwhile I just have the flyer to share. I will be at the vendor fair but I am willing to show and help anyone anytime during the party that would be interested in any of the Paddle Masters Products. I wont be hard to find at the party I am sure LOL. So if you are planning on attending and are interested in Paddle Masters Products shoot me an email at c00kie_crawford@yahoo.com (just so you know the O's in Cookie are zeros for my email, Im apparently not the only Cookie Crawford around) and I am sure that I can help you.

The party banter in the group has been quite fun lately. Lots of playful banter going on and we are all so excited and cant wait for March to get here. Anyone that has ever attended a Texas Allstate Party can tell you how much fun and how very friendly and easy going a group it is. I would recommend this party to anyone. They are also very helpful to newbies.

If you are interested in attending the party or would like more information you can join the yahoo group by clicking on the button below. There is lots of pre-party banter and any questions that anyone has will be answered as well. As I said before it is a very friendly atmosphere and some of the friendliest spanko's I know attend the party each year. I look forward to seeing some old friends as well as meeting and making new ones. Hope to see you there!!

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On the business end

As Thomas and I slowly get our store up running I have been having fun messing around with things and figuring things out. At the time I have some free time during the days when the kids are at school to do kinky things on the computer where I dont have to worry about a kid walking in or anything like that. Our computer is in our room but still there's always that chance that they will barge in unannounced so we limit what we do when they are around. Them being in school makes for a good time to surf the net for kinky things and work and view our videos and things.

A few things have been talked about as far as things that we could do and all. One thing I have considered trying out is self spankings. From what I have seen they can be pretty popular. So I am batting around the idea of doing my first self spanking for video purposes. I have time during the day when the kids are at school to attempt and practice. I havent yet though but have really really considered it. One reason is I need a spanking but not so sure that a self spanking will be the same. I guess you never know until you try it LOL. So I'm debating that real soon. Ill keep you all informed as well.

Also I have considered doing fetish videos for others as well. I would love to pretty much stay in spanking videos but would consider more BDSM related videos as well. So I am considering my options there. It isn't something I have experience in but is something that I would very much love to try and would probably like. Especially if I was getting paid for it. I'm a pretty hard player so I can handle pretty heavy play as far as spanking and some bondage and things. I am not quite ready for the more extreme things though and wouldnt consider sexual videos really. If it involves fetish things I would rather it not include intercourse or things like that. Not sure where ill go in that area yet. I'm not really sure about full nudity but I am getting more relaxed in that as well. Only time will tell I suppose. I guess if the money is right I could be uncomfortable for a little while.

I made Thomas and I some business cards for the Birchwood store already. I'm working on more projects though but would like to share my creations with you. I had a really nice one that i really liked for me but it would never save it kept freezing the program I had to work in so I never got that one done after making it 20 times over and over. Every Time I went to save it it would stop responding the whole program so I gave up and went to a more simple card LOL.
The first one is my business card



The second one was the one I made for Thomas



I still have alot of things that i am working on and will probably get things a little more organized once we get things a little more settled in what path we are going and things.

Kinky wish list

I have been doing some looking around and I have a few favorite sites that I like to look around and see what they have. Quite a few things have caught my interest though so it might be a long list. Ill be working on slowly but surely getting these items one day. LOL.

The first thing on my list comes from Rosy Bottoms . I have had my eyes set on this item for quite awhile. It isnt quite in our budget though but still it is something I would love to have one day when we can afford it.
Bouquet Of Roses 32" Cat "Oh" Nine Tails

And to go along with it I would like to get The Rose Flogger/Toy Hook


The next item that i would love and have been looking around for is a slave bracelet I found one online at 13 Moons that I liked. The hearts and roses slave bracelet.


The next item I would like to one day own is a collar. I found a really cute one that I liked on PureTNT.com. . It comes in both the red rose or a purple one. Of course purple being my favorite color I would opt for the purple one myself. That is of course if I had a choice. LOL


Of course being into BDSM and wanting more bondage and things in my life I had to include restraints and things like that. Here's a few pictures of some nice ones I found on Rosy Bottoms . site as well as Paddle Masters Products
The first one is the Restraint Combo Set of leg and arm restraints from Paddle Masters Products


The next is purple cuffs from Rosy Bottoms .


Now I love bondage so I can really put alot of things here on this wish list and lots of different items that i would like to have. Like spreader bars and things and so on and so LOL. But Ill just stick with the two I just mentioned.

I would also like to try out a gag and found this tye dye ball gag on Cane-iacs site I wouldnt mind having that to add to my things either.


And of course I still want the OTK set from Cane-iacsas well. I was hoping that they were going to have some available at last Allstate but they didnt so i purchased a flogger instead. I still have this in my sites though. LOL Its the
LOVING OTK Set in Oak with Wooden Rose. Have you noticed that i love roses and things LOL.


I saw this next item on fetishfactory.com I would very much love one of these as well. Nipple clamps and a collar yummy!!!


Well thats about all i am going to do today. I have to clean up some since our house is a bit untidy at the moment from me being sick and really unable to keep up with it and the boys really dont do much to help with that. It gets aggravating trying to get the boys to clean things. I would much rather just not deal with the drama and do it myself. I'm going to have to go slowly though as I am still not that well yet.

Santa spankings

Since Christmas is almost here I would like to take the time to share that I would love to have a spanking from "Santa" on Christmas morning!! There are alot of spankings going around now that involve a Santa and a spankee. I wouldn't mind doing a Santas helper video for Christmas when we can afford the get up and fin a place to shoot the movie. Maybe next year that might be possible. I know it isnt possible this year. But I do have a video of me being spanked by a "Santa". It's an older one from TASSP 2009 in March. But it is still one that I had alot of fun with. The "Santa" is Richard Windsor and I am the bride. We took the video the day of my commitment ceremony with Thomas and thought it would make a cute video to have Santa spanking a bride. *giggles*. It was a wonderful spanking though! So for those that missed it the first time and in the spirit of Christmas here's that Video and a few stills as well.

Quick update

Sorry I havent posted recently. Thomas And I were hoping to get some play and a video in on Wednesday but when the day came I ended up getting sick and wasn't able to do it. Things got worse for me though from there and my asthma's got bad enough that I ended up in the ER on Saturday night and admitted. Bad timing though for me and I was able to be released though I should still be there technically. I just have a very important appointment in the morning for my children that I really couldn't miss. So I am taking things really slow and careful and will hopefully avoid having to return to the hospital. I have a nebulizer at home so really I can do the same thing the hospital can minus the oxygen. But if I am really careful and keep up with my medicines and things I should be alright. But there wont really be any spanking or any other play for a little while as I wouldnt be able to take it.

Things have improved somewhat on the financial side a little. Not much, but my sons disability finally went through which gives us a little more each month then we have now. That will cover the storage at least and another bill probably the electric. I'm still trying to find employment and was supposed to check into a job today although I was in the hospital until 8 tonight. So I wasn't able to make it to that. Hopefully when I feel better I can still check into that. It might be another week or so till I am up and about completely though. I cant even make it to the bathroom at this point without difficulty breathing in the process but am hopeful for that to change in a few days.

Thomas was still able to get in a shoot today. It was important and I told him just to bring me the boys in the hospital while he went and did that. The model was a paid model that was only in town for vacation. So missing out on it wouldnt give us another chance. The boys were very good for me though and we watched some Christmas specials on TV while they were there and had Lunch together in my hospital bed LOL. they enjoyed the time though although they would have rather Id been home probably. Except at home we dont have TV LOL. Saturday was supposed to me our family night and we were going to make the gingerbread house we make every year and some cookies and watch the Santa Claus. But that never happened so we have to fit that in this week sometime when i am feeling up to it. My oldest will be away next weekend with his mentor so I want to get it done before that.

I also have a few upcoming things I would like to write about and share. And since I cant do do much this week but sit around still I might get to them sometime soon.

Creativity LOL

I know I already made a post today. But that was before I played around some on making business cards for our clips store. I also found a really neat project to make a flyer so I wanted to share that as well. Enjoy As soon as I figure out how I can add it here LOL And dont forget to visit the store as well
Birchwood Academy



Here's some more information from the store


December is Customer Appreciation Month

For the rest of this month, all videos will be marked down to the lowest price that our outlet allows. Also, at the end of the month, we’ll be making a special video where each model will receive a spanking based on this month’s sales. For each video sold in December, the model(s) appearing in that video will receive a number of strokes equal to the selling price of that video, rounding up. The strokes will be given with the most intimidating implement featured in that video. In the event that any model is unavailable for this video, Cookie will serve as proxy to take all swats that the original model is unable to take. Here’s a look at what each video will earn the models within.

Across the Bed for Cookie - 9 swats with the frat paddle
Cookie’s Expulsion from Charm School - 6 swats with the belt
Cookie’s Playtime Compilation - 6 swats with the lexan paddle
Cookie’s Punishment Compilation - 6 swats with the “wedding gift” paddle
Smoked for Smoking - 5 swats with the “wedding gift” paddle
The Cookie Challenge, Part One - 7 swats with the hand
Stress Relief (either version) - 12 swats with the bathbrush
Angelica’s First Video Punishment - 8 swats with the small wooden paddle
Spanking Hike - 6 swats with the belt

So, let’s see how many swats these girls can earn. I, for one, want to see a long and hard spanking in the customer appreciation video.

Not the usual thing

Sometimes on the spankingtube you will find some other kinks such as BDSM and not just strictly spanking. Some people of course do not like that idea but there are those of us that do enjoy seeing that from time to time. I dont agree with comments that say that it is crap and doesn't need to be on the spankingtube when the tube does list BDSM as part of its videos. If it isn't something you dont want to see then dont watch it there are hundreds and hundreds if not thousands of other videos that you can watch that would be more your cup of tea. And most of the videos that include those things have it in the title or the description. So really if you choose to watch it then it is on you. Never really understood why people had to be so crabby about things.

But anyway as everyone knows Thomas and I primarily only practice spanking play for the most part. Once in a great while I have had other types of play with him as well but not quite what I would consider BDSM. But it is an interest of mine and something that I would enjoy more often. But I am content with who I am with so since it is something that really can't be planned and I am not one to come out and ask for it. Then I have to wait and satisfy my curiosity with videos of others. LOL.

I found a really nice video that I liked involving some light BDSM play. Not everything I would enjoy so to speak. I'm not quite into the anal things at all but I still found this video to be very yummy. Makes me wish I could have been that model that day LOL. So I thought I would share it here for any readers that also enjoy a little bondage and things besides spanking.

The choice is yours though. If you want to watch it go right ahead. If it isnt something you like then just skip the video please. It has very sexual tones to it and more sexual then anything else. So you have been warned. I find the video to really be delicious and wishing it were me LOL.

enjoy

Kinky Santas lap

Our friends at fetlife have gotten together with some advertisers and are giving away lots of presents this Christmas. So they say come and sit on kinky Santa's lap and tell him what you want. I already got my first chance in and picked out three things that I would like to win. So you should hurry and get your chance in as well.
Visit fetlife today at Kinky Santa's lap sign in or sign up and choose your gifts. Then if you have other websites and promote the contest you can get other chances at winning. Sounds like alot of fun. So I am hoping that you'll at least think about it. What can it hurt. If you aren't a member of fetlife yet just join up. Its free and it really is a good place. I'm not very active on my other sites but fetlife is one that I check often enough and know quite a few friends from. The groups are pretty active and I havent had any problems there at all.

A hairbrush in your stocking ebook and other things

One of the great benefits of being a member of the spanking bloggers network is the yahoo group that goes along with it. Here the members can talk to each other and ideas for blogs and things can be talked through. Some technical issues that one blogger might be having other bloggers may already know how to get through them and can help the others. Another thing is that all the network members can converse and when something new and interesting is going on there are many bloggers that can blog about it as well.

One such member Victoria Fox has released a new copy of her ebook "A hairbrush in your stocking".
Here's some information from Victoria herself....

" “A hairbrush in your Stocking” is 173 pages of spankophile fun. It includes spanking fiction from 7 great writers who come from different perspectives, and has a lot of hot M/f and F/f spanking stories. The stories explore roles and relationships between people who incorporate spanking into their lives in a variety of roles. The eBook also contains good essays on the D/s experience as well as a comprehensive list of likes to good spanking blogs and websites.

The ebook is available from lulu, along with the other three spanking storybooks I've put out this year. They can be downloaded instantly from lulu www.stores.lulu.com/whipping post. "

Victoria is also trying to encourage people to buy direct from her. Theres a few issues with lulu apparently. She is offering a "Holiday Spankophile Special" as she calls it LOL.
Again the information from Victoria.....
" “ A hairbrush in your stocking is available for $12.95 from Lulu. For anyone that would like the three most recent books at a great discount, I'm offering the new book as well as “College and the Art of Spanking” and “Lessons” for only $20. It's over $10 off what downloading them all from lulu would be, and works out better for me by a long shot. The version of “College and the Art” that will be included is the larger promo edition, which includes a photo story that takes place in a university office, vintage spanking photo's, and a section of 10 bonus stories from the first book “Naughty Bedtime Stories”. “Lessons” is a long schoolgirl fantasy novella that got a lot of good response, and that will also come with the special offer set. To take advantage of that offer, readers should visit http://spankingfettish.blogspot.com Here; make the $20 donation via paypal, and send a quick note to missvictoriafox@gmail.com. Their files will be sent back in a discreet email withing 24 hours. "


I have read a few pages of some of her stories and I can tell you that they are awesome. I haven't gotten through them entirely yet. Life's a bit hectic and finding time to sit and read spanking stories is difficult. LOL. But I love what I have read so far.

The very first story in the ebook really was delicious and is a scenario that i would never want to find myself in but like it just the same. A mouthing submissive is punished in front of the house guests. She is made to get undressed and is strapped then hairbrushed in front of the guests as they egged on the spanking. Then made to serve them with her bottom glowing red.

And so it is a lesson on why not to be a pushy bottom especially when there are guests in the house that already know the dynamics involved in that household.

I think that you all would really enjoy the books as well. I spent most of the morning reading it because it is one of those you cant put down kind of things even though you know you need to!

So go and check it out I'm sure that you will enjoy it just as much as I am.

I also would like to remind everyone about customer appreciation at Birchwood Academy So far it doesn't look like I will be getting that bad of a spanking yet. And I am looking forward to getting a good spanking from it so don't wait. the videos will go back to the original price after this month so you are getting a savings as well as giving the model a good spanking.

Thomas and I are hoping to get some spanking play in this week at lunch again. The boys will be off school soon for Christmas break and I know that my stress level will quickly be rising then. So i really hope that I get some play in before at least to keep it down somewhat. I'm sure ill need another stress relief after the holidays and the boys go back to school. LOL.

I am off to go and get things taken care of as far as the household. Lots to do before Christmas I am not even close to ready for it to be two weeks away. Geez the last few months go so fast.

And for those that haven't seen it yet here's a few clips from some of the movies available in the store.
Buying this video, either version, since as some know we added a more extended version that included all of our playtime even the more racy footage in the end, will earn me 12 swats with the hairbrush during the month of December.

A reminder video

Here's a video that Thomas did for the store concerning the customer appreciation going on this month. For this month he lowered all the videos as low as they are allowed to go and has added a bonus of making a special video at the end of the month as well. So watch the video and he will explain it. There's also some examples of the videos and what each one would earn the model after it.



I know that there are some out there that are going to pick the worst implement and get the video just to get me the swats. LOL.

I always love when Thomas does his information videos. I just love watching him explain things. His facial expressions and things are quite amusing at times. I just love him!!

Anyway, Not a whole lot going on right now. Its a bit cold and rainy. I had a pretty long day and my back is hurting from cleaning a house today. So I'm not going to write alot. So sorry guys. Here's just another quick post to share a video with you all.

Stress relief video

Just a quick post to share the preview for the stress relief session from the other day.



The full video is now available at Birchwood Academy And I have agreed to the second part being made available as well. So this video with just the spanking part is available as well as another video with both the spanking and the extended part with a more sexual side to it for those that want that as well. We give you the choice though instead of only one video we made it into two. Both have the spanking but only the one has the perfect ending LOL.

A very stress ending day

No it wasn't a stressful day at all. But it did bring me some stress relief that I really really needed. With the kids safely at school Thomas and I decided to have a midday spanking session on his lunch break. Even in our small little hell hole knowing that anyone that walked by our area would hear I wasn't to concerned. I needed it and that is all that matters. The high levels of stress and things were really starting to get to me specially when Thomas and I haven't gotten to really have any spanking in our lives with our new place. In here the kids room is to close to ours so even if they are asleep we dont want to risk it because the sound is so loud and they would probably wake up. So the only time we can ever spank is when the kids aren't home. And the only time that happens is when they are at school and Thomas is at work. So we figured since we live closer to his work a quickie at lunch was worth a shot.

He had me set up the lights and things so that we can shoot a video for the store as well. And told me to pick out a few implements that I would like. Since the spanking was really for me and to help me be less stressed and less likely to blow off the deep end where I was heading. I did that then went to pick up Thomas. Much to my surprise when we pulled up to the house the maintenance man was working on an area right outside our bedroom window where we were fixing to have some loud spanking play going on. At first I was like Oh shit. And we were going to postpone it till tomorrow. But the way I was feeling I said I dont really care anymore. If he hears it he hears. All he is going to think is that we are freaky or something or something was really weird going on. But I thought about it again. Thomas and I decided to just go ahead and to pre warn him so it wasn't a big surprise. Thomas went outside and explained it, how I dont know but he did warn him that since this was the only time that the kids weren't around we were fixing to have some time together and that he might hear some odd noises and not to be alarmed no one is getting hurt or anything. LOL. Except my poor little ass but that didn't matter at the time.

Knowing that this was a stress relieving adventure I picked out some implements that I thought would be enough to take me to that level I needed to release alot of pent of things and get that frustration and things out. For me that is a pretty intense spanking though and it takes alot. So I picked out the bathbrush, the lexan, the loopy Johnny and some rubber type thingy like paddle. I'll have to ask Thomas again what the name of it was. I forgot.( I asked and it was a Polyurethane paddle) I told him though to start out slow since I havent been accustomed to spankings in awhile plus I am on my prednisone again. So bruising was sure to happen.

He started with his hand. And gave me a warm up before moving on to the other things. He gave me a pretty proper spanking and used everything I had put out. It was wonderful. I didnt get to the point of tears like I wanted to though. Some of that I think is my subconscious self knowing that it was going to be on video. My emotions were high though but also it was a good high and just knowing that I was getting a spanking made me feel much better. So it didnt have to be that intense although it was pretty intense. The bathbrush is not an implement I like to play with at all but it was one that I knew that I needed to reach that level of release.

I feel so much better now. So much more peaceful and happy. Even without the tears I was able to get the needed release and the connection with Thomas that I so very much needed. It was a fast but great hour. Of course the ending was quite satisfying as well since it didnt end with just the spanking and went on to more things that help release stress.

The video will be available soon at Birchwood Academy and speaking of the store I meant to write about that earlier but wasn't feeling much in the mood to blog recently due to the things that I needed to release today. But now that I have gotten that and I'm sitting on a sore bottom I'm ready to write again LOL. Anyway for the month of December Thomas has decided to run a customer appreciation for the store. He has lowered all the prices for the videos and for each video that we sell in December the model in that video will receive a spanking at the end of the month. Not just any spanking the spanking will be decided by what and how many videos get sold. It goes by the amount in dollars that the video cost will equal the amount of strokes the model in that video will receive. And the implement will be with the most intense implement from the video. For instance if someone buys one of the punishment videos of me for 5.99 then I will get 6 swats with the wedding gift or cane or belt or whatever the most intense implement was used. So if we sell 10 of those videos then that is 60 swats and so on and so on. So for those that like to get sweet innocent girls spanked hard this is your chance LOL. You can read Thomas's post about it here

Thomas is working on editing the video as I'm writing this so I should have a preview to post soon. And I'm not sure how much of the video I'm willing to let go up since we didnt stop the video when we moved on to other things. It wasn't sex but it was a bit more then just spanking going on. Ill have to see before ill agree to that. Once I see the video and get a feel for how much it shows ill be better able to decide if Im willing to let that go up as well. We might if I do agree make it into two videos one that stops at that point and is only the spanking part and one that continues for those that care for that kind of thing. personally i wouldnt want to watch it myself but I do know that some would and some wouldnt. But thats a big if I'm not sure if i will agree to that part being available yet or not.

********Some anon comments have been coming to my blog spamming it with Viagra crap or other things. It usually gets posted to a post from a long time ago but it is getting quite annoying to me. So you will notice now that I have turned on my moderation for comments. sorry about that. I will still approve all legit comments though even if I dont agree with them. The only kind I wont approve will be the spammers or any comments that are downright mean and hateful. *****************

Frustrated and irratable

I really just want to throw something scream cry do something. But then Again I really just want to stay in bed and never have to get up again. Im feeling pretty frustrated irritated and just down lately. And this usually isnt one of my off months. I guess there is just so much stress piling up at the moment and I have no way to relieve it at the time. Of course having to spend a week with two boys off school that drove me crazy didnt help either. But Im feeling like soon Im just going to snap. Which isnt usually pretty. Plus my asthma was real bad this week. I and Im back on prednisone which is a bitch. And causes me to be bitchy. It probably is also almost my time of the month which cant help matters. Somethings gotta give somewhere or I might just jump off the deep end real soon. I have a few things to write about but just not really up to it today. Hopefully Ill be better and more able to write and function. See you then.