venting some frustration

It might just be that I am worn out from not getting much sleep and running around and things but I have had a really fuck you attitude lately towards alot of things. So since I have a personal blog where I can write whatever I want to I will just vent some frustration here regarding some drama in the scene.  And the sad thing is this is not even new drama it is ongoing bullshit drama from well over at least 8 months ago.

Thomas recently released a video he made while in Texas this year with a very cute and friendly model that I happen to have become friends with. But a situation that involved her and another well known person in the scene caused a whole hell of alot of drama then and still is as the comments we received on that video were attacking her and very degrading and hateful and had no need to be posted on that video. The discussion quickly got heated and then people were even crying slander and things saying that I was a hypocrite because I choose to not take any sides and admitted that I don't know the whole story but there were others factors that no one mentions and that the whole incident is more he say she say shit then anything else and that there is no Facts that can back up either story.

So I choose to stay neutral which gets hard when people keep starting shit where it does not belong. I would much rather go to court and hear the whole story through facts then to have to continue defending our videos with her and my own opinions for something that does not even really involve half the people that keep bringing it up.

Yes i know that the whole scene has drama and always will just as everything in life does. But I can vent and voice my opinions here if i so choose to and if someone thinks it is slander or wrong to do so then so be it and they are welcome to take me to court as has been threatened so many times before. I honestly think (OPNION HERE) that it is all a bunch of bullshit and I personally am tired of hearing it and reading a bunch of childish hate comments toward the female involved. I wish that they would stop talking crap and take it to court so it can be over and done with.

Yes I have an opinion about certain people that i do not like and never will probably. But as i am not one to start shit I choose not to go to their videos and post a bunch of shit about this and that that has nothing at all to do with the video but more my own personal opinion about the person that made or stared in that video. I don't I was taught better then that. I wish others could have learned this small lesson in life. That if you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything at all.

I feel it is sad that since I have nothing against this female I have to endure this bullshit and am treated like an outcast in the little group of haters. Not that I would choose to hang with that group anyway since I have seen way to much drama from them then I care to see but it did cost us a very nice trip each year. We now have decided that we will not attend a certain party we used to attend because of the drama around it now and the fact that people think less if you are friends with the female. Drama is something I choose to avoid and certain people just seem to like to stir it up over and over and over again. So those are the people I choose to avoid. Yeah i could attend a party that I didn't like everyone and have done so. But I can't attend a party when the main event is going to be centered around this drama.

So i just wanted to vent and say that i am so over this Drama and this bull shit and that I personally feel that the female involved has done very well not to go around being hateful and rude as others have done to here. And on our own personal videos I will continue to defend her and my own opinions on this matter.

Okay back to the Cookie jar LOL

Sorry for that i just needed to vent a little now I can go and hopefully rest a little before I have to get going to work tonight. Wish i had a warm backside to take to work. It has been cold lately and it gets really cold at 2 in the morning when our heat doesnt work at work.