Safeword Magazine

While I was on twitter today I saw a link for something that caught my eye. It is an online magazine that features lots of materials.

Here's a Quote describing the magazine from Lenore T. Rose (editor in chief)
" A NEW alternative lifestyle, fetish, and fine arts magazine that is a vibrant exploration of the dark underside of human sexuality… or less seriously, the fun and fashionable side. "

I know another thing I will be adding to my to do list each month. Well actually my to read list which is getting rather lengthy LOL.SafeWord Magazine.


Check them out though it has some very interesting and well written articles, ideas, pictures and lots more inside.

I'm off to go and read some more see you soon.

Lights....Camera.....NO Wait!!!!

Cookie really wants Purple highlights! I am sure that you all remember the voting and all for my purple highlights not to long ago. Yesterday I had some free time and I was watching the raw footage from a few videos that we have done. The one I liked the most was the purple highlights video. I like how it was natural and not anything rehearsed or acted out. Even the time that I spent wasting time on the set when the camera was rolling pleading my case for the purple highlights. There was some very funny outtakes in it and some really amusing conversation as well. So I decided to edit some of that and include it in the full video I still had to edit some of it out as I am sure that everyone didn't want to see about thirty minutes of messing around and some of the conversations were not about purple highlights at all. LOL. But it shows some fun real and natural events leading to a very fun spanking in the end. I also made a quick promo for the video that is now available at Cookie Crawford's clips.



And as always I also took some screenshoots for pictures of the conversations as well as the spanking. So I hope that you enjoy it. The video at Cookie Crawford's clips. goes to show how much fun can be had on a set when you mix three real spankos and a camera together.



















Now unfortunately the purple only lasted in my hair about a week or two. The good news is that I have plenty of purple dye left to play with LOL. I might just go ahead and experiment again with it doing a different style. For those that missed the pics of me with purple hair here are a few pics of the afterwards. We were not able to get many good pics though but we tried.



As far as other things. I was really disappointed this week on the Fantasy Football league. Going into Monday nights game I was in the lead and had two players left. My QB and a WR both were projected to do really well. Richard only had his QB who was projected to do less then mine. But as it would turn out his made a whooping 34 points and mine only made 7 since his collarbone was broken in the middle of the game and he was taken out. My WR gave me 18 points but it was not enough to give me a win. Which really sucks as I really needed it and would have gone to 2nd place and top of my division had I won. Now I sit at 8th and I had to get a new QB and the pickens were slim. Hopefully things will get better and I can pull out of the bottom slots. We will see.

I am not going to be able to do the LOL spanking this week unless I can on Friday maybe we will see, I will do it for sure next week and will probably even do two videos if I can. One a self Spanking and one with Thomas spanking me as well. LOL

Nylon Loopy

Yesterday was quite fun with the Love Our Lurkers. I had already done a post about my playtime with a new spanker when I realized it was LOL day so I had to add another post. If you missed the post about my playtime you might want to go back and see it. I had a great time and learned a few times and got to try something new and exciting. It was wonderful. I can't wait till I get the chance to play with him again.

Today though I have some pictures to share with everyone. They are screenshots from a recent Self Spanking video available at Cookie Crawford's clips. In this self spanking I use the nylon Loopy from Cane-iac. I have used it once before for the Cane-iac promo with Thomas but not very often. It is stingy even with a self spanking. I am hoping to get a chance to have a spanker use it for another video as well. I like it and hate it at the same time LOL.

Enjoy the pics and check out the videos at Cookie Crawford's clips. if you like. I have a few self spanking videos now available as well as a few that Thomas and i did. I will be doing the special video for LOL day this week sometime. Out of about 27 comments though I think only two or three actually picked an implement and that was the Lexan so I guess I will use the Lexan for the video. I might just go ahead and use all three as well. Who knows but it will be a surprise LOL.

Enjoy the pics!!

Love Our Lurkers Day

Wow I almost missed it this time. But today is Love Our Lurkers day. Bonnie from My Bottom Smarts. has been doing this special day for almost five years now I think. I have done it the last three years that I have had this blog. It is fun and there are many many blogs that participate. Bonnie's blog has a running list of all that participate as well. So check her blog out and go say hello to all blogs.

What is Love Our Lurkers Day? Or LOL for short. It is a day when everyone invites the lurkers and non lurkers on their blogs to leave a comment and say hello. It doesn't have to be a long thought out comment just as simple as Hi or hello will do. It is nice to see that there are silent readers that lurk around and this is there chance to stand up and say hello. So if you are a lurker or silent reader or someone who might not have ever commented before please leave a comment and let us know you are there. You don't have to leave your name either. We just like to acknowledge you and thank you for reading this blog and the many others.

Bloggers love comments so even the smallest quick hello can make us smile. So welcome to my blog and I look forward to hearing from all of you.
Todd and Suzy from American Spanking Society also were the first to have started a deal where each comment gets to get a spank for Suzy.  check out their blog and get Suzy spanked as well.
I don't think Thomas and I could get the chance to do that but I will offer a self spanking for video. So if you our new or not so new and leave a comment then you can pick one of the three implements and I will do a special video self spanking for LOL day. So leave me your comments and choose the implement. The Choices are Bathbrush, Cookie Paddle, or Lexan. So when you comment also let me know which implement you would like to see me use. I think I will do 2 swats for each comment. lets see how many swats we can get up 2 on this here the fifth annual LOL day.

Some Play, new videos and a few other things

Again I lacked in keeping up with my blog daily. It has been pretty hectic around here and we have new neighbors that I have been spending some time with. I haven't really gotten the chance to write about a session that Thomas Katia and I were able to have again. But we had a lot of fun. It is always fun when you have more then one spanko together. We once again were able to play a little on an afternoon on Thomas's lunch break. Katia always picks me up a little early then we head to his side of town and have lunch before we get him. This time we went to subway. We got Thomas his sub to eat in the car as well. This time however I hadn't grabbed any implements so we only had what Thomas had with him which was the bathbrush. Not a very friendly play implement though. LOL. But we managed to have fun with his hand and the brush. laughing and having a good time while he warmed our bottoms up for us. The time we get to play though is very limited since it is his lunch break but it still leads to some fun. Katia and I tried to get Thomas by ganging up on him and trying to get him down. We probably could have if we tried harder but we were just messing with him and being playful.

I am getting ready to add another self spanking video to the store today. It is the last one I have so I have to make some more this next week coming up. But I also have a few appointments and things so I am not sure what day or days I will have to spend making any. But I am sure I can find one day to grab some footage. I am hoping that my bottom will have healed by then. LOL.

Yesterday I was able to meet Mr. Dom as I will call him here for now. He is the one that Thomas and I meet for lunch the other week. I was both nervous and excited at the same time. Meeting and playing with someone new is always a little scary at first. Lucky for me he was one that made me very comfortable and didn't do anything that would give me concern as to my safety or his intentions. He enjoys this lifestyle and the ones he plays with alot and was very comforting and that helps alot. I'm still the shy one though and its tough to get me to open up even when I am comfortable with the person. The more we get to play the better I will get though and Ill be less shy. Though I must admit it is a whole different thing to me. I just never viewed certain things as shareable. But I am learning that it isn't a bad thing and can actually be fun and exciting, Different people have different ways and different techniques that can lead to a whole lot of different sensations and interesting times. And I learned something about myself that I didn't know before I meet him.

Mr. Dom text me his address and I mapped Quested it after forwarding the info and address to Thomas so he would know where I was. I also let Thomas know I was on my way and when I got there.  I wore my little red skirt and a white t-shirt. I wasn't quite sure how things would go so I opted for a easy way to gain access for spanking. Mr. Dom is more then just a spanko though but enjoys the spanking side of BDSM as well. Since it was our first time playing and I am so shy he kind of had to just go with things and continued to check on me as he went to make sure what was happening was okay with me.

He lead me into a spare room that he has many toys in and lots of homemade stuff as well. It was very intimidating at first. He showed me some things that peaked my interest as well. Ropes, suspension cuffs, spanking benches, and many many more things. I was glad that he was able to make me feel comfortable though since it was so intimidating and given the vulnerable state submissives can be in things could have been very scary and different. I was nervous but I was not scared at any point Mr. Dom was very caring and very careful in what he did and how he came across. As he stated this thing we do is about fun and sharing something beautiful not about being overbearing and forceful and taking what you want without regards to the submissive.He wanted me to enjoy myself just as much as he wanted to enjoy things. For that it takes an understanding of each other and trust. He also knows that I am in a relationship and there are certain things that I can and can not do. He made sure that these were communicated as well so that it was fun and we didn't cross any lines that would hurt my relationship with Thomas. I know for many they can't understand what this means or how someone can play with others outside of their relationships. I know I was one of those before and it took me alot to come to understand this and realize that certain things can be shared and it can be a very nice thing. I think sometimes the fact that Thomas and I have this open relationship brings us closer and helps our own relationship. I'll just leave it at that since it is very hard to explain and for others to understand.

After he had me bent over the spanking bench he lifted my skirt and started to spank me with his hand. Now everyone knows how I say that the hand doesn't hurt. I think Mr. Dom's hand hurts a little more but it still doesn't "hurt". I guess i just can't see a hand hurting much as i have a very high tolerance and I can be a pretty hard player. Which yesterday came in handy. LOL. I can't remember everything that he used to spank me with. I know there were floggers, leather paddles, handmade whips, a cane and things. He liked my reactions when he was able to get them. He mentioned how it took me alot to winch or react though. As I am conditioned pretty well. He did get a few reactions though. Which is the fun part of things. He liked when i made noise or lifted my legs. I mean what guy wouldn't like it. Reactions let them know that you are both feeling it and enjoying it. At one point when I said ouch he laughed and said Ouch isn't a safeword.

There were a few things that I never thought I could handle though. He has a violent wand and we tried it out. Something I never thought of trying as just the name scared me LOL. It really wasn't all that bad. it was a different sensation though and got a reaction for sure. But like I have said he was able to comfort me and help me through things real easy. I was nervous but never fearful he would hurt me beyond the obvious hurt of spanking and violent wands and the such. I knew I would physically feel pain and I did but it was never a pain that would harm me in any way and I actually like that kind of pain.

During our play he used alot of sensation play. Feathers, light flogging, hands and the such. At one point I wasn't aware at first what I was feeling when he actually had a knife out. I was kind of absorbed in the sensations and our play and not paying attention to things he was going for. At that point I trusted that he would not harm me. So I wasn't looking back like I was at first every time he reached for something new. Had I looked back and seen him go for a knife my reactions might have been different as I would have probably felt fear then. Living in abusive situations make certain things fearful when they shouldn't always be. And knife play was something that I wouldn't have thought that I could handle. And if I would have seen the knife come out the outcome of our play with it could have been very different and I probably wouldn't have let him. But surprising to me I really liked the sensation of it I didn't know it was a knife either until he mentioned that it was a blade. Then I kind of woke up a little but didn't safeword. I was actually enjoying it and the sensation. He is also experienced so it wasn't like I was being harmed or cut or threatened with it. I was actually in a very nice state at the time. And he took the time to caress and care and make sure that i was okay the whole time. It was a very wonderful experience one that words really can't describe either.

That state was a very wonderful and exciting state to be in. A different feeling all together then just spanking play. And I assume that this is where many consider playing with others as cheating. But I have come to see it as something very different and something I actually like alot. When it comes to actual penetration between two people then that I leave for my partner and he leaves that for me. But both of agree and know that the other will go to a certain level of "sexual" play with others. There are many things two people can share that don't even involve clothes coming off. Since I was still dressed the whole time and in fact I even had my panties on the entire time they were just wedged for the spanking. But I was aroused and teased a few times. And as he called it I was cooing LOL. It was new different and quite exciting. I ended up with some nice marks as well. Nothing to bad but there are some bruises.

I look forward to more sessions with Mr. Dom and exploring things that I haven't yet. Since it was the very first playtime we didn't use bondage or anything like that. But I am really looking forward to it. I feel comfortable and safe with him and Thomas also feels safe letting me go with him and playing. I am sure there are a lot of things that he can teach me about BDSM and my own self that I haven't had the chance to explore yet. I can't wait till we explore bondage as i know I like it anyway and can only imagine the things he can do LOL. I came home in a very happy and blissful mode. And in times when things are stressful and all that it feels good to feel good LOL.

Now on to the other stuff. LOL This week I won my football game. The person I was playing hasn't switched out any of his players and he had one that was on a bye week and another that was injured and didnt play. I got 70 points to his 30 something. It brought me up some in the league but still not enough to be in the top 4 yet. I hope to get there. Next week I play Richard and I know that will be a hard game so I am hoping for some great plays by team and his team laying some eggs. We will see,

I'm off to get some things done and add the new video to the store. I am working on some promo clips for the self spankings that i havent done yet so you get a sneak peek at what you will find on the store.

New videos and some pictures

So far I have been able to make a few videos for the store Cookie Crawford's clips. I also made a special Halloween video for my readers and friends. That I will share at the end of this post as well. The pictures I am sharing are all from 2 of the videos that are now available at Cookie Crawford's clips.  The first set is from my self spanking with the Lexan Paddle. I did this one the same day I did my first self spanking. Here is a sneak look at what is in that video LOL







I also added a new video just today that I did last week. This video is where I give myself over 200 with the bathbrush. It left me a little red and sore after that though. LOL. I am getting the hang of it though and having fun with it so thats a good thing. Here is a sneak peek at my bathbrush self spanking as well.









Now on to the video that I made for Halloween. It was just a silly spanking in my spongebob outfit with my spongebob paddle and some Halloween props. I made this to share though so it won't be on Cookie Crawford's clips. just here and spankingtube. Enjoy

Spanking Purity test

I believe that i have taken this before. But saw it again in a yahoo group I belong to and wanted to try it out and see how corrupt I am now LOL. I also think it will be fun to see how corrupt others are as well. Enjoy. I am putting all my Yes answers in RED and my no answers in Blue so I can add them up easier LOL.


Scoring: Count up all your "yes" answers. Your "yes"  answers are your corruption percentage. For instance, if you answered 30 questions "yes," you are 70% spanking "pure" and 30% spanking "corrupt." Then go find a partner and work on the other 70% "grin"

The 100-Point Spanking Purity Test. May be distributed any way
you like, as long as it's free! Disclaimer: I am not an expert
and I don't necessarily endorse any of these acts. Play safely.
Have you ever...

1. Posted to a spanking newsgroup/bulletin board/mailing list? Yes

2. Bought/downloaded spanking pictures? yes

3. Bought/downloaded spanking magazines or literature? Yes

4. Been in a spanking chat room? Yes

5. Bought spanking-related books in a real bookstore? No

6. Written a spanking story? Yes

7. Looked up the word "spank" in the dictionary? Yes

8. Bought/watched a spanking video? Yes

9. Cyber-spanked someone or been cyber-spanked? Yes

10. Watched someone else get spanked in real life? Yes

11. Been to a fetish shop such as Kinematics or Stormy Leather? Yes

12. Purchased toys specifically for spanking? Yes

13. Made your own spanking toys? Yes

14. Spent more than $100 on a single spanking toy? No unless you count a camera to take spanking videos!

15. Owned 10 or more spanking toys? Yes

16. Had a spanking fantasy while masturbating? Yes

17. Had a spanking fantasy about a real life spanking you'd seen/read

about? Yes

18. Had a spanking fantasy while having sex? Yes

19. Spanked/been spanked while touching intimately? Yes

20. Spanked/been spanked during sex? Yes

21. Given/had an orgasm while spanking/being spanked? Yes

22. Spanked/been spanked with no specifically sexual overtones

whatsoever? Yes

23. Spanked/been spanked on the bare bottom? Yes

24. Spanked/been spanked for more than 10 minutes? Yes

25. Spanked/been spanked for more than an hour? Yes

26. Been involved in a situation where if something went wrong, the

only means to stop the scene was a safeword? Yes

27. Used your safeword/ had someone use their safeword? Yes

28. Spanked/been spanked where there was no safeword? Yes



Spanked/been spanked with:

29. A hand? Yes

30. Paddle? Yes

31. Hairbrush? Yes

32. Ruler? Yes

33. Spoon? Yes

34. Cane? Yes

35. Switch/birch? Yes

36. Crop? Yes

37. Belt/strap? Yes

38. Flogger/whip? Yes

39. Implement with holes? Yes

40. Ordinary object not intended for spanking, such

as a remote control or

shoe? Yes



Have you ever...



41. Broken a toy (over someone's bottom) during

spanking play?  Yes


42. Switched? (been spanked if you are primarily a

top, or spanked someone 

if you are primarily a bottom) Yes

43. Spanked/been spanked on the back of the thighs? Yes

44. Spanked/been spanked on the front of/inside of

the thighs? Yes

45. Spanked/been spanked on the breasts/genitals? Yes

46. Wet your/your partner's bottom to make it sting

more? I assume this also means had your bottom wet if you are a spankee like me LOL. Yes

47. Spanked/been spanked outside? Yes
48. Spanked/been spanked in a hotel? Yes

49. Spanked/been spanked in a car? Yes

50. Spanked/been spanked in a bath, shower or hot tub? Yes

51. Made someone do something/been made to do

something they/you did not

want to do? Yes

52. Punished someone/been punished for not doing

something correctly or

refusing to do something in a scene? Yes

53. Punished someone/been punished for a real life

issue? Yes

54. Used spanking "talk"? (ie "You've been very

naughty," "I'll be good." etc.) Yes

55. Been involved in the acting out of a roleplay

fantasy? Yes

56. Been involved in the acting out of an ageplay

fantasy? Yes I assume this means schoolgirl I never really acted out anything younger

57. Asked for/been asked for a spanking? Yes

58. Made someone/been made to count the spanks? Yes

59. Made someone stand/stood in the corner? Yes

60. Made someone stand/stood in the corner for more

than 5 minutes? Yes

61. Been provoked/provoked someone into spanking you

by acting like a brat? Yes

62. Deliberately disobeyed/had someone deliberately

disobey, in order to

get spanked? Yes

63. Kept a list of "infractions" to spank/be spanked

for later? Yes

64. Spanked yourself? Yes

65. Spanked yourself at the instruction of someone

else/instructed someone

to spank him/herself? No not yet soon though

66. Required someone to/been required to call someone

Sir/Ma'amMaster/ Mistress/

Mommy/Daddy/ some-other- variation during

spanking play? Yes

67. Met someone specifically for spanking play? Yes

68. Travelled more than 100 miles to spank/be spanked? Yes

69. Placed/answered a spanking personal? Yes

70. Gone to a play party or club? Yes

71. Participated in play with someone at a play party

or club? Yes

72. Spanked/been spanked by someone whose name you

didn't know? Yes

73. Paid or been paid to spank someone? No

74. Been involved in a spanking scene with more than

one person at a time? Yes

75. Spanked/been spanked by both men and women? (not

necessarily at the

same time) Yes

76. Spanked/been spanked on a spanking horse or some

other piece of

furniture specifically designed for spanking? Yes

77. Made videotapes of your spanking play? Yes

78. Taken pictures of/had your partner take pictures

of you during or after

spanking play? Yes

79. Admired your/your partner's bottom in the mirror

after a spanking? Yes

80. Spanked someone/been spanked nude? Yes

81. Bought new underwear specifically for spanking

play? Yes

82. Worn fetish clothing (schoolgirl outfit, leather,

etc?) Yes

83. Worn fetish clothing in public? Yes

84. Spanked/been spanked so that the spankee had

trouble sitting afterward? Yes

85. Spanked/been spanked so that the spankee had

trouble sitting the next day? Yes

86. Spanked/been spanked so there were marks/bruises

showing? Yes

87. Spanked/been spanked so there were marks/bruises

showing for more than a day? Yes

88. Had to explain your marks to a vanilla person? Yes



Been involved with any of the following in connection

with spanking play?



89. Restraint (ie. holding someone down, trapping

their legs, etc.) Yes

90. Restraint with ropes, cuffs, scarves or other

bondage toys? Yes

91. Blindfolds? Yes

92. Gags? Yes

93. Nipple clamps/clothespins? Yes

94. Icy hot or some other heat-enhancing cream? Yes

95. Ginger root or some other burning/stinging

substance inserted anally? NO

96. A butt plug, dildo or vibrator? Yes

97. Mouthsoaping? No

98. Enemas? No

99. Temperature taking? No

100. Cried/made someone cry from a spanking? Yes

So my results are 8 No's and 92 yes so i am 92% corrupt 8% Pure. 
Yay go me !!!!

Lot's to share today

Well this week past week even though it is only half over has certainly been a productive week so far. LOL. I have quite a bit to write about and share today. I also have the results from this weekends Fanasty football games. I will share all the rest first. I might wait and share the football thing tomorrow though. I haven't decided yet. LOL

Well I have edited quite a few of our videos for Cookie Crawford's clips. I even have two new videos up that haven't been seen before that include self spanking. I know that I complain about Thomas spending so much time on the computer but I never realized till I did it myself just how much time it takes to edit and save the videos for the stores. especially when this computer really sucks and likes to freeze and you lose all that work and have to start over. I still have a few more videos that I have to edit and get ready to add to my own store as well. I am trying to space them out so that i have something to post at least twice a week. Ideally I would like to have something that I can post daily to the store. But for now this works.

On Monday I spent a good portion of the day self spanking for a few videos. I made one that I will not be adding to Cookie Crawford's clips but will be sharing here. It was a short and sweet Happy Halloween self spanking. It was all in fun though as I also want to have some videos that I can share as well as ones that we can try to sell. Thomas might also use some of my self spankings in his store maybe. I have been having alot of fun with the self spanking just because it beats out boredom and gives me a good reason to show my ass. Usually when someone says that it is not a good thing to show your ass. But in this case it is and it is fun. The spankings themselves can not ever compare to getting a good sound spanking from others. but it does lead to a great photo opp as well as leaves a nice warm bottom that I can feel for a little while. Monday I was pretty sore after making about four separate videos. I had all day and spaced them out some though. Once Thomas gets them off the camera for me I can start to edit them and share.

I went to meet a potential play partner yesterday as well with Thomas. Since we can't get our play in together and self spankings aren't really good for taking off the edge when you need a good spanking I had to look elsewhere in the hopes that I could find some help with my need. I still am pretty shy when meeting new people. It showed in my meet yesterday as well. I have that nervous giggle as well. The meet seemed to go well. We meet on Thomas's lunchbreak at a closeby McDonalds. He was a really nice person and I was pleased with the things he said and did before and during our meet. If all goes well and he contacts me again I am hoping to get our first actual playtime in soon. He also is a lifestyler in more then just spanking as well so I might get to try a few more things I haven't been able to yet as far as BDSM and things. Until we get comfortable with each other though we will stick to just spanking for now LOL. I am hoping that he does contact me again and that he was also pleased with our meet even though I was shy and not very talkative. Him and Thomas were able to talk about a few things and me LOL. I will keep everyone informed. I am not sure about whether or not he will be interested in doing videos either. If he is good that can be fun as well. If he isn't then at least I will get the much needed spankings in that I would like when I can.

I have gotten a few other responses as far as people that want to meet me and play. I am working at answering them and some I got the creep factor just from their first contact so I am not too sure about meeting them. I will just take it all one day at a time though. And before anyone can even consider playing with me male or female they must meet and be approved by thomas As well. After meeting him and things there are of course other safety measures we need to take for the first few play dates. Like letting Thomas know where I will be at what time with who how he can contact me and them and all that. I also won't be playing at my own house until after we have meet and played a few times. You never know now a days and people can seem okay at first and later be real assholes. I learned that in real life not just in the scene. I have meet a few friends that turned out to be not so friendly afterall.


I also worked on a promo video for Cookie Crawford's clips. . Since the store is so new I really only have a few videos that aren't already on Thomas's store. These are the self spanking ones. I have however edited them differently and of course I only use the ones that he and I have done together and not the ones he has done with other models or spankos. Here is that promo clip as well.

 
 Yesterday I tried to set up a store on spanking libary as well. But it didn't work out so I won't be using that venue. I am going to try to cancel the store I tried to set up today. I am looking into other ways to advertise our stores as well. With me not working right now and not having much luck finding anything a pick up in both stores could really help us out. So far I have made one sale *_*. It was a small one but every little bit counts. I think this time of year is also slow for this kind of thing anyway. I can't remember though.
 
I also learned from Bonnie's blog that October 21st is going to be the next Love Our Lurkers Day. I will post more about that but check out MY Bottom Smarts for more info on what that is. My blog is almost three years old I believe and I think that I have had two Love our Lurkers day on this blog. Looking forward to the next as well.
 
And for those that missed out on the last post about it. I am also going to once again share my very first self spanking video. Hope you enjoy and that you will check out the store as well. Take Care
 
Oh yeah I will post about the football tomorrow.

Feng Shui

While I usually don't do these things I do feel that this message has alot of true sayings in it and I wanted to share it. I have been busy working on a few self spankings today. My bottom is nice and red and a little sore. It does not compare to a good spanking where I am not in control of it though but I will be working on getting some pictures and things. I also made a special video that I will share for free with my readers and the tube. When I shared my first self spankings it was asked that I make more so. Just for fun and all I made a special spongebabe spanking video on my couch with some Halloween props. It was nothing real fancy but it was a nice little spanking with my spongebob paddle. I was hoping that I didn't break the paddle during it as I love my spongebob paddle. I didn't though so it's all good. I made a video for my clips store as well. I gave myself about 100 something with the bathbrush. I think it tired my arm out to quickly though. So before I do anymore I have to take a rest on my arm. Guess i need to work out my arm to get it prepared to take longer self spankings LOL.

Tomorrow I get to meet with a potential play partner. I am excited and hopefully things will work out and I can get a real good sound spanking here in the near future. Thanks again
Feng Shui

This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received..

Hope it works for you -- and me!
Lotus Touts: You have 6 minutes
There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Touts has been sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization.
It has been sent around the world ten times so far.
> Do not keep this message.
> The Lotus Touts must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise.
This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired.

> ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
> TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational

skills will be as important as any other.

>  THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

> FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

> FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.

> SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

>  SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

>  EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

> NINE... Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

> TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

> ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

> TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

> THIRTEEN. When someone

asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

> FOURTEEN. Remember that

great love and great achievements involve great risk.

> FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

>  SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

> SEVENTEEN. Remember the

three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

>  EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

> NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

>  TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice

>  TWENTY- ONE. Spend some

> time alone.

Now, here's the FUN part!
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 A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

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Cookie's very first self spanking

Well the video is finally available on the spanking tube. So I can share it with you all. I shared the whole video for my very first one and made another video as well later that day with the Lexan paddle that I placed in my store at Cookie Crawford's clips.

I had fun so I hope you enjoy it

New Adventures can be fun

Well I have already started the store with some older videos that Thomas and I did. It was fun getting to edit them and put them on my own store as well as fun when we made them. Well the punishment spankings were not all that fun though. I have already recevied a few suggestions for content that others would like to see as well and ill get to that in a little bit but first I want to tell you about my adventure on trying out self spankings.

I was able to break out the camera and begin this new self spanking journey on Friday while the kids were at school. I had a fun time. I was a little nervous but I quickly got the hang of it I think LOL. The first time I got through the whole spanking and went to check it out and realized that I hadn't recorded any of it LOL. That meant that I would have to do it all again. But at least this time I knew what to expect. I don't know if it was my position or what but that quickly tired out my arm LOL. I started talking to the camera and explaining what it was I was going to do. I then lay on our bed over the edge in my skirt and gave myself about 20 swats with my hand. I raised my skirt giving myself 10 more with my hand. After that I lowered my panties and got my Cookie paddle out and gave myself 20 swats with my Cookie Paddle on my bare bottom. After I used the Cookie paddle I then got my leather hand paddle that I won in a contest that Todd and Suzy had awhile ago. I also gave myself 20 with the black leather side. I then flipped the paddle over to the softer pink side and gave myself 10 with that. After I got finished with the hand paddle I got another prize that I had won in Richard Windsors raffle last year. It was the sweet cheeks paddle that he signed. I proceeded to give myself 20 with that paddle as well. And last but not least I went for a leather strap I had from Cane-iac. I tried to give myself 20 with that but it was difficult. I have come to the conclusion that strappings are better left to someone else to administer. LOL. But I had alot of fun trying this out. Afterwards I fixed my panties and pants and I was done. I will be working on editing this video hopefully this weekend or at least by Monday afternoon. Since it is my very first self spanking I will be sharing the whole video for free here and spanking tube. So keep an eye out for that video.

Since I already had the camera out and was having fun I decided to make another video for the store. This time I used my favorite implement the Lexan Paddle. I started this time in my panties and I was standing more thinking that might be easier on my arm. It didn't really seem to matter much. But I had alot of fun. I started with 25 swats over my panties then I went to 25 on my bare bottom. I then did 25 more on my bare bottom after I once again laid down across the bed. This video will also be available on the store soon. And i really enjoyed getting to feel the Lexan paddle even if I had to do it myself. LOL.

I have a few ideas for a few other self spankings that I would like to try and some things I can do that will make them a little more interesting and fun. I have a great idea for Halloween now that involves self spanking and the grim reaper LOL. So the self spanking adventure was quite fun and I think I might like it. Of course it will never replace a good sound spanking across someones lap or anything like that. But it helps keep me from being bored and leaves me with a pretty warm and red bottom to share with others.

I got a few emails requesting videos. In one of the emails the person suggested that I do foot dangling with high heels. I replied that I had no clue how or what he was referring to but that I would certainly give it a try. So I have to go and get myself some high heels and Practice this new adventure as well. While it is not my cup of tea if someone wants to see me dangle shoes and all I can certainly make the video. And it is one that is quiet enough that Thomas can be my camera man at night after the kids are in bed. here's a clip the person sent me to show me what he likes.



The other request was one that I had to decline at the time. It involved me being totally nude on my hands and knees getting whipped which I wouldn't mind the getting whipped part I am not comfortable with the being totally naked. So that is one thing I won't try yet. Maybe one day. You can all keep hoping and maybe that wish might come true. You never know I have adventured into alot of things I would never see myself doing. Anyway I hope that you will enjoy the video and my first self spanking. I sure enjoyed it very much myself.

So I think that trying out new things and all that is quite fun and I look forward to many more self spankings in my future.

Some play, A new store and a meeting

I have been pretty busy getting things started for a new clips4sale store. Given that Thomas and I do not have a whole lot of opportunities to play anymore or do new videos for his store. I asked him about the possibility of me opening my own store and self spankings. Knowing that self spankings probably won't do much for me at all I also decided to try to find some others in the area that would be willing to meet and play. But for now I have the store open and ready to go and I am hoping to at least get two new videos uploaded a week. I have all day alone with no kids while they are at school so it gives me some time to be creative LOL.

I got a few offers for play partners but so far only one seems worth meeting. Thomas and I will be meeting him on Tuesday. I am a little nervous and excited at the same time. I have seen his profile on Fetlife and like what I see LOL. He also seems like a really decent person and had no problems when I let him know the conditions I would want if we do play. He also mentioned that he might be open to spanking me some for camera eventually. We will see how everything goes and hopefully real soon I will have alot more to write about and more spankings to keep me satisfied LOL.

As far as the store you can visit it at Cookie Crawford's clips. So far all I have uploaded is a few videos from the Cookie Challenge and a few punishment videos that we have. Some are already in his store though I edited them differently. and I think there are two that he does not have on his store. But today I am working on my first self spanking video. Which I will offer for free here as well since it is my very first one.

As far as content for the store. Most of it will of course be self spankings since that is the easiest to get. There will be some with Thomas and i when we can and I am looking into finding others both male and female that would care to make videos to sell on the store. So there will probably be some M/F as well as F/F spankings and self spankings. I am also taking requests for videos. If it is something that I will do on camera and i am comfortable with then I don't mind taking the time to do it. Given that self spankings are difficult to have reasons for I wouldnt mind some suggestions as far as what implements and how many and things.

Now this past Wednesday Thomas and I were able to finally get a chance to play a little along with another bottom of his. Katia came and picked me up that afternoon and we headed over to his work area and had lunch together. We were all going to go to lunch together but both her and I wanted a chance to get some play in so we just brought Thomas his lunch and he ate in the car so we could all get some play.

It was a blast. Katia is a really fun person and we had fun picking on Thomas as he spanked us. He had us laying side by side and at one point even had both of us over a knees of his at the same time. Wish we could have had a picture of that but it would have required another person there. LOL. She and I were talking and laughing as he spanked us. We even were drumming on the bed along with the smacks and started to play patty cake with each other as he spanked us. It was a really short but sweet time. Thomas only gets an hour for lunch so including drive time it left us with about 30 minutes to actually play. Which is not a whole lot of time. But here are two pictures of her and I side by side after the playtime showing off our red bottoms.





Thomas and I have talked some and we are hoping that maybe when I take the car and get a chance we can meet up at lunch for some quick play again every now and then. It is not the same as a real playtime session where you have time. But I'll take what I can get for now. And hopefully soon I'll have another play partner and can get at least a weekly play spanking. Play spankings and hopefully a few real intense ones for stress relief. Ill keep you all informed. I am off now to start the first self spanking video I have ever done. Not just video though it is the first ever self spanking I would have ever done as well. LOL

So go check out Cookie Crawford's clips. and tell me what you think.

football week 4

Short but sweet post on the football updates this week.

The Cookie Jar 63 vs. WHATEVER 22 = I had originally thought that I would need a miracle to win this as I was projected to lose and two of my players were projected to get zeros since they were not playing. My QB sucked and only got me 9 points but I had some amazing numbers from other players and my defense pulled off a 14 point score for me. Also poor Cowgirls team really laid some eggs. most of her players scored well below their projections and her QB was only able to get 2 points before he left the field with injuries to his ribs and chest. I hope things are okay for him. I am glad I won but not glad that her QB had to get hurt in the process. Though with the rest of her scores even if he had stayed in then he would have needed a really high score as well.

Munchkin's Master 51 vs. SteelPaddle 49  = Close game considering that SteelPaddle had a player on bye this week and forgot to change him out.


A.S.S. 66 vs. Fanny Smackers 52 =

Tail Blazer 69 vs. Bratass 52 = Katia needed a miracle as well but didn't end up getting hers this week. Team Thomas is staying pretty far down there now. As Katia and I are on the bottom with her in tenth and me in 11th.

Tampa Paddlers 80 vs. Red Butt Enablers 62 = This was another good game for Thomas and he was once again able to pull a win against the returning champ Chase. Don't know why they played each other twice in a row but winning both brought Thomas out of 12th and into 6th place this week.

RBG's Tush Toasters 35 vs. Suzys Spank World 60 = Not sure what happened here but Suzy needed this win as she was like me and had three losses going into it. So we both finally got to take home a win. Yay for us.

Current standings this week.

Spankers


1. Tail Blazer 3-1-0 with  304 points

3. Munchkin's Master 3-1-0 with  256 points

4. A.S.S. 3-1-0 with  250 points

5. Red Butt Enablers 2-2-0 with 300 points

6. Tampa Paddlers 2-2-0 with  265 points

8. SteelPaddle 2-2-0 with  214 209 points

Spankees

2. RBG's Tush Toasters 2-2-0 with  219 points

7. Fanny Smackers 2-2-0 with  214 points

9. WHATEVER 2-2-0 with  214 points

10. Bratass 1-3-0 with  250 points

11. The Cookie Jar 1-3-0 with  233 points

12. Suzys Spank World 1-3-0 with 219 points

Happy Anniversary

It is not the anniversary of when Thomas and I meet nor the anniversary of our commitment ceremony but today we celebrate a different anniversary. The anniversary of the very first sale at Birchwood Academy. Thomas worked hard all weekend to put together a special behind the scenes video to share with our readers for this very special day. It includes outtakes and scenes not shown in the normal videos. I think you will enjoy it and it is a free video for you to enjoy.

One year ago on this very day we received the first sale from Birchwood Academy. Our store is still slow and not a big store or anything fancy but we have had alot of fun times making and offering amateur spanking videos. If we had our way we would have a video everyday to put in the store but unfortunately that cant happen with life the way it is. Being as we have children in the house we can't just break out the camera and have some spanking fun. Even without the camera there is not alot of spanking we can do with the kids around. So keeping up with the store is not as easy as it might seem.

Thomas has had alot of fun meeting models and others that would like to appear on videos and even some that don't appear on videos but just like to be spanked. Who knows maybe one day they might appear as well. But it is also a fun adventure.

We have actually put more into the Birchwood Academy then we have made from the store but it is still fun and eventually hopefully the videos will soon cover themselves.

Now I know that I have said this before and haven't gotten anywhere yet with it but I have decided and talked some to Thomas about opening my own clips for sale store as well. Which I will start working on tomorrow. With the kids being back in school and me not working yet. I have time to meet others or self spank and maybe add a few more dollars to the mix. Not expecting a whole lot though but it is always fun to play around and if it ,makes anything it is all the more fun.

So ill be putting in adds at fetlife and all my profiles looking for guys or even girls that would like meet and play and or tape some videos for the store. Being a real spanko that sadly can't always get the spankings I want because of kids and Thomas's work it will be nice to find a few play partners to meet with during the day. I will say though that when I say play partners I do not mean in any way sexual. I am committed to Thomas and Thomas only so it will strictly be spanking and maybe some light innocent bondage and things. But I am not against doing F/F spanking scenes either. I just am not the type to be the spanker so I would only be looking to be spanked in those. I have decided that I will get the store up and running and do my first self spanking video this week. I will share that video for free here and the tube first. I am inexperienced though so bare with me LOL.

And if anyone would have any requests that I can do within my limits I will happily oblige. I will tell you right now that I am not quite sure about nude scenes yet. And when I do decide to share those the firsts will be with Thomas as I am not so sure I will feel up to getting nude in front of others for awhile longer LOL. And like I said I also won't do scenes that show sexual things. Now everyone defines sexual things different I suppose. And Thomas and I have limits to what we allow the other to do with another. I wont get into to much detail about that on here but it will be made clear to anyone that wants to meet and play. Also for safety reasons and since I am owned and cared for by Thomas. Any play partner that I might have will have to be approved and meet Thomas as well.

Well that is all I have for now I will keep you all informed as to what is going on and when the store will go live and all that. Most of my videos will probably be self spanking ones though. But you never know what will happen.

Enjoy this video of all the fun behind the scenes times we had this past year.