On Christmas Day

...........I wish you and yours all the best. Happy spankings as well!!!

Merry Christmas

Things have been really busy around here with the holidays and things. There has really been no spanking going on at all on my end either self or with a spanker. I have been busy working and Christmas shopping and baking. I made Cookies, fudge, gingerbread man and other treats to share as gift. It has been alot of fun but I really don't want to see another thing of flour sugar or chocolate chips for a little while LOL. I do love baking but I ended up spending two days getting everything baked and now I am cooking Christmas dinner for the family tonight before I have to work. I have to work both tonight and tomorrow night from 9-7 so I will be running on very little sleep till Sunday when hopefully I can sleep all day before I have to work.  We will be opening the gifts tomorrow when I get off of work at 7 then I will rest an hour or two before we head over to Thomas's family for Christmas. Then hopefully when we return home I can get a little more time to rest before working again.

I am really glad to have gotten this job but I miss my friends and things and it seems like all I have time for now is working running quick errands and sleeping. I know it will get better once the kids go back to school and the Holidays are over.

I just wanted to quickly write a hello and wish all my readers and friends a very Merry Christmas!!!!
This is an old but goodies picture hopefully next year we can get a new one made for everyone.

a story that touched my heart

Today when I opened up my yahoo I saw a story that caught my eye. It was about a secret Santa in Kansas that was standing outside soup kitchens thrift stores and other places handing out 100 dollar bills to the needy there. Reading the article brought tears to my eyes has it is very seldom that you hear about the good things like this and the good people that are still around. Then when you read the comments there are a few that were really negative and rude and hateful. Talking about how he should be robbed and that it is the government handing out other people's hard earned money and things like that. it never ceases to amaze me how low and corrupt some humans can be to other humans. But yet I love to hear the stories about the few that are still the type to pay it forward or help others when they can. yes some people are poor by choice some are addicted to drugs and that's what got them where they are and some just fell on hard times and can not get out. But it is not another persons right to judge them just by the fact that they are in hard times.



I have struggled many times. I have never been homeless on the streets but a few times I really thought me and my kids would end up there. If it wasn't for those people and friends that helped out we might have been. I have never done or been addicted to drugs either so it isn't because I spend my money on drugs or alcohol or things like that. yes I have made some bad choices with money and I have had to choose between a sick child and a job more then once. And I have always chosen my children. And when I have had enough I have tried to help others as well. Alot of times it has been a give and take type friendship with some friends that we help each other out and all that. To me that is what we are to do. If I won or had a whole lot of money even if I worked and made it that way I would most definitely share it with others. You know the person in the grocery line counting out pennies. Instead of complaining how long they are taking if you have the money why not just pay for their items instead. I had that happen to me once. My daughter was very young still in diapers. We were barely making it then and i had to get diapers. We were able to scrounge up enough change to get a pack of diapers and some formula at the time. I was in line counting out my change and apologizing about how long it took. And the lady behind me handed me twenty dollars and told me to keep the change and have a good day. She didn't know me or my daughter and she asked for nothing in return. Same thing happened one day when I was driving Thomas's car and we were living paycheck to paycheck. We needed gas and i had a bunch of change and had about 2.00 I went in paid for the 2 dollars and went to pump my gas a few minutes later a lady came out and told me to fill up my tank and she would pay for it. I was a time when we were trying to figure out how we were going to get through the last three days before payday. So the full tank helped us out greatly.

I have done the same to others as well when I have had the money or seen others needing the help. it is small things like this that people can do for each other that would make this world a greater and more peaceful world to live in. I love this time of year and i am really thankful for getting the job as I have had alot of fun being able to actually go Christmas shopping for the boys and things when I wasn't sure how we were going to make christmas this year.

Reminder

As some of you probably already have heard December is Customer appreciation month at Birchwood Academy.  All the prices of the videos are marked down to the lowest price allowed by that server. Also getting a video in December will get me a nice spanking for a special video. In January we will count up the total minutes sold through December and Thomas will be giving me a spanking with the small wooden paddle with the strokes equal to the total minutes sold. As some also know there is at least one video available that is over twenty minutes long and that could add up really quick. Here's a special promo video that Thomas and I did to promote this special.



Also here is the promo video for last years customer appreciation video.



So since this month is almost half way done I thought that I would remind everyone and hope that this years spanking can be bigger and better!!!

Capsaicin VS Icy Hot

Okay I wrote a little about meeting with Katia and Niko the other day for an experiment. Well here is the video. I hope you enjoy Katia and I are in the second part. Niko also did the experiement with his spankee friend Eve.

my mother taught me .....

This was posted in a yahoo group that I am in and i find that I  have said a few of these to my own children as well. LOL I am not sure where it first came from but I didn't write it I just liked it.

1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.

'If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning.'



2. My mother taught me RELIGION .

'You better pray that this will come out of the carpet.'



3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL

'If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!'



4. My mother taught me LOGIC .

' Because I said so, that's why.'



5.My mother taught me MORE LOGIC .

'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me.'



6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.

'Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident.'



7. My mother taught me IRONY.

'Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about.'



8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.

'Shut your mouth and eat your supper.'



9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM .

'Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!'



10. My mother taught me about STAMINA

'You'll sit there until all that SOUP is gone.'



11. My mother taught me about WEATHER ..

'This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it.'



12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY

'If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!'



13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE .

'I brought you into this world, and I can take you out.'



14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOUR MODIFICATION.

'Stop acting like your father!'



15. My mother taught me about ENVY.

'There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do..'



16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION.

'Just wait until we get home.'



17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING .

'You are going to get it when you get home!'



18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE.

'If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to get stuck that way.'



19. My mother taught me ESP .

'Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?'



20. My mother taught me HUMOUR .

'When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me..'



21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT .

'If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up.'



22. My mother taught me GENETICS.

'You're just like your father.'



23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS.

'Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a tent?'



24. My mother taught me WISDOM.

'When you get to be my age, you'll understand.'



25. My mother taught me about JUSTICE

'One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you '

Some playtime

Well it has been awhile since I updated again. Working these hours does not leave me as much time as the time I used to have is now spent resting and sleeping when I can. But I had a very interesting playtime last weekend that wanted to share.

Saturday morning I was awake for most of the morning after getting off work so that i can watch the kids while Thomas worked. He got home around one and I was fixing to get in bed so I could sleep some before I had to go back to work that night. Just as I was about to lay down though Thomas got a text on his phone from Katia asking if i was home and awake. I told him to tell her yeah for a few minutes but then I am going to sleep. he turned back to me and said that she was asking because she was going to see Niko and wanted to know if I wanted to come along. My answer to Thomas was hell yeah. I was very tired but have wanted to meet Niko for some time now and knew that Sunday i would have most of the day to sleep so I could handle being tired for one night LOL. It was well worth it as well.

I got up and started to get ready and waited for Katia to come and get me. When she got there she informed me that I was going to be an experiment that he wanted to do. I was like an experiment? That sounded pretty scary. But us spankees always love to show how much we can take and from what I have seen of Nikos videos that would be a lot. I was really tired but the excitement of it all was giving me alot of energy. The ride to meet him was fun as well. getting two spankees together is always fun especially when they are getting ready to go and play with a spanker. Katia was texting him saying I was saying things that I wasn't and joking with him. I told her that I was going to tell Thomas she drank soda while we were together to try to get her spanked like was trying to get me spanked. LOL I wouldn't have but it was fun teasing and things.

When we meet him and headed to were we were going to play at Katia and i were talking about the switching that we both had received from Thomas and she said that it was still there. When we got in and we told niko that it didn't hurt he gave us each a swat with it on our clothed bottoms and he held nothing back when he did. That hurt like the dickens LOL. i think both of us had a mark from it and Katia took it and ripped it into pieces. LOL we will not say it doesn't hurt LOL.

Niko wanted to experiment with icy hot and capsaicin. he is very funny and we had alot of fun with it. He made a video and I'm waiting for it to go up so I can see it. I know it is probably very funny. He wanted to see what effect each had on us as far as temperature and even brought a temp thingy (I have no idea what it was called but it was pretty neat) he just pointed it where he wanted to take a temp and it took it.

He put capsaicin on our right cheeks and the icy hot on our left. Then he took the temp of each of us and each cheek as I recall the capsaicin side was always hotter. I could really feel the difference that's for sure. The icy hot side actually felt more comfortable in the long run it kind of helped the hurt instead of add to it. He used a few different implements and gave us some swats with each one then took the temp again to see the difference. All were pretty intense though LOL. And i could really feel the right side heating up he went along. The worst part wasn't to come yet though. After it was all done and we had our play and things it was time to head home. In the car though the right side with the capsaicin started to really heat up. I was sitting more on my left side as that wasn't bothering as much. It got a little warm for a slight time but nothing unbearable like the other side was. I really hate capsaicin and i have no clue why I even agreed to play with it. LOL. Katia was at a disadvantage though as she was driving. It got pretty hot I suppose and she could barely sit in her seat. It was quite an eventful rode I must say.

Now capsaicin isn't just a intense burn all the time it comes and goes and sometimes it is worse then others. I got home and had to get ready for work. So I got dressed quick and headed to work. it wasn't that bad as far as the beginning of work I hardly felt it at first. But a few times that night the burning started and it felt like I had a fire burning on my ass. I told Katia that I was going to text her at 2 in the morning when it was hurting me at work. LOL. It just heated up a few times but I managed to get through it alright but it was burning.

That night at work it was crazy as well. We had some really interesting people come in. One customer came in and he had contacts or something that were white with just an X where the eye should be he was dressed quite different as well and had piercings in his face and other places. He also had his head shaved except for a few places that he had long green things weaved into it and another thing that said shock and awe on it. It was quite different and he was definitely something interesting to see. It is hard to explain it is one of those things that you had to be there for. Shortly after that we had a drunk homeless man come in that sat at the counter and proceeded to sing weird songs at the top of his lungs. One of us went and put money in the jukebox to try to drown him out but he got louder and louder and was signing in different languages and shouting different things calling our cook a stupid boy and one of the customers that were young probably college age kids high schoolers. He smelled of urine and feces and when we finally told him he had to go he went outside and pissed on the sidewalk and wall of the store. then went out to the middle of the road and pissed there as well. WE had quite a few other strange ones. Being a third shift server gets pretty entertaining at times. We see all kinds of stuff and while I am new to that store and area I am not new to craziness on third shift at the waffle house LOL.

My file den account has exceeded the band width and wont reset for a few days. Not sure how that happened but I have a few pictures from Saturday with Niko that I wanted to share so I made another account so that I can. The bandwidth will reset on my other account in six days so my pictures should return then I hope. For now enjoy these pictures from mu playtime with Niko and as soon as he posts the video I will also share that.

venting some frustration

It might just be that I am worn out from not getting much sleep and running around and things but I have had a really fuck you attitude lately towards alot of things. So since I have a personal blog where I can write whatever I want to I will just vent some frustration here regarding some drama in the scene.  And the sad thing is this is not even new drama it is ongoing bullshit drama from well over at least 8 months ago.

Thomas recently released a video he made while in Texas this year with a very cute and friendly model that I happen to have become friends with. But a situation that involved her and another well known person in the scene caused a whole hell of alot of drama then and still is as the comments we received on that video were attacking her and very degrading and hateful and had no need to be posted on that video. The discussion quickly got heated and then people were even crying slander and things saying that I was a hypocrite because I choose to not take any sides and admitted that I don't know the whole story but there were others factors that no one mentions and that the whole incident is more he say she say shit then anything else and that there is no Facts that can back up either story.

So I choose to stay neutral which gets hard when people keep starting shit where it does not belong. I would much rather go to court and hear the whole story through facts then to have to continue defending our videos with her and my own opinions for something that does not even really involve half the people that keep bringing it up.

Yes i know that the whole scene has drama and always will just as everything in life does. But I can vent and voice my opinions here if i so choose to and if someone thinks it is slander or wrong to do so then so be it and they are welcome to take me to court as has been threatened so many times before. I honestly think (OPNION HERE) that it is all a bunch of bullshit and I personally am tired of hearing it and reading a bunch of childish hate comments toward the female involved. I wish that they would stop talking crap and take it to court so it can be over and done with.

Yes I have an opinion about certain people that i do not like and never will probably. But as i am not one to start shit I choose not to go to their videos and post a bunch of shit about this and that that has nothing at all to do with the video but more my own personal opinion about the person that made or stared in that video. I don't I was taught better then that. I wish others could have learned this small lesson in life. That if you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything at all.

I feel it is sad that since I have nothing against this female I have to endure this bullshit and am treated like an outcast in the little group of haters. Not that I would choose to hang with that group anyway since I have seen way to much drama from them then I care to see but it did cost us a very nice trip each year. We now have decided that we will not attend a certain party we used to attend because of the drama around it now and the fact that people think less if you are friends with the female. Drama is something I choose to avoid and certain people just seem to like to stir it up over and over and over again. So those are the people I choose to avoid. Yeah i could attend a party that I didn't like everyone and have done so. But I can't attend a party when the main event is going to be centered around this drama.

So i just wanted to vent and say that i am so over this Drama and this bull shit and that I personally feel that the female involved has done very well not to go around being hateful and rude as others have done to here. And on our own personal videos I will continue to defend her and my own opinions on this matter.

Okay back to the Cookie jar LOL

Sorry for that i just needed to vent a little now I can go and hopefully rest a little before I have to get going to work tonight. Wish i had a warm backside to take to work. It has been cold lately and it gets really cold at 2 in the morning when our heat doesnt work at work.

Busy as a bee.....

So just when I thought things could not get any more hectic they do. LOL. Between the new job, keeping up with the house and decorating and the kids and all that I am left running and running and it seems I get no sleep at all. This though shall pass I hope. I have not been the nicest Cookie at home lately because it seems that every time I want to sleep I am needed for something and Thomas's schedule and my schedule conflict alot at times. So needless to say I have had an attitude. Thomas decided on Saturday night since I only worked until 2 Am that he would be awake when I got home to discuss my attitude. So when I walked in the room he was awake on the bed with a switch in his hand. He had me undress right away and lay across the bed while he used the switch on me. I am not sure how many strokes I received though. But it wasn't that bad. it hurt a little but nothing like I had expected it to.

I have a whole lot to write about though as alot is going on as well, But first I would like to write about a video that Thomas and I did yesterday for customer appreciation month  at Birchwood Academy. . Since today was the first of the month and when the special started we really needed to find time to do a video. We only made it in the nick of time as well. I had worked the night before and got home around 7 in the morning and he took off for work. After i got the last kid to school at 830 I laid down to rest some. It was a short nap though as I had to be up at 10 to get ready to meet Katia and Thomas to do the video. So she picked me up at 1045 and we headed to meet Thomas on his lunch. We got there a few minutes before him and needed to set up what we could. I didn't know how to set the lights up and things so we waited for him. Being he was on his lunch break we knew we had to hurry to get the video done before he had to go back to work. It was a rushed job but fun none the less. I was shocked though at how much the wooden spoon hurt. I am not sure if it was just the spoon or the fact that I was exhausted as well. But anyway here is the video that we made in a short time span of less then 1 hour. LOL



As the video lets you know that we are currently running a special over at Thomas's clips storeBirchwood Academy. 
For the entire month of December, all videos will be marked down to the absolute lowest price allowed by Clip4sale for a video of that length. Which is a sweet deal but it will only last during December. And since it is customer appreciation month I once again have put my ass on the line for my readers and friends. LOL This year I have agreed that for every minute of video that we sell in December, I will take a single swat from the small wooden paddle for video. Most likely the video will be made shortly after the first of the year. And since we are still small Thomas and I would like to ask our readers and friends to help us promote this month. Some of the ways can be posting on your own blogs the video and info as well as if you have an account on spanking tube marking it five stars and click on the “Feature This” link in your favorites to try to help us get it featured which will keep the video on the front page for more to see.  


As far as my own store Cookie Crawford's clips  I haven't had any time this week to make any new videos so I will need to edit a few more older ones and I am hoping that since I have Thursday night off while the kids are in school on Friday I hope to get a few videos made as well.

This month is also a big month for me as I was voted for blog of the month by the spanking bloggers network. That is a great feeling and Id like to thank all who voted as well as my readers for helping me to make this blog what it is.